ravaged...

The world is filled with so much wonder...
hauntingly beautiful...
it brings you to your knees...
flows through your heart...
like water flowing over stones in the riverbed...
binds your body...
consumes your soul...

at its mercy...

There is a house built out of stone

Wooden floors, walls and window sills

Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust

This is a place that I don’t feel alone

This is a place that I call my home

And I built a home

For you

For me

Until it disappeared

From me

From you

And now, it’s time

To live

And time

To die

I’m in the garden where we planted seeds

There is a tree as old as me

Branches were sewn by the colour of green

Ground had arose in past its knees
By the cracks of its skin I climbed to the top

I climbed the tree to see the world

When a gust of wind came to blow me down

Held on as tightly as you held on me

Held on as tightly as you held on me

And I built a home

For you

For me

Until it disappeared

From you

From me

And now, it’s time

To leave

And turn...

To dust...

Twisted fate

This is not the life I ever wanted. To please my selfish heart was supposed to be all that lay towards my horizons and painted by the stars in the sky. That was my fate! So WHY? WHY am I living the fate of SOMEONE ELSE? In the end, I was not so smart, I was not so beautiful, and my selfish heart has become the root of my own demise…

Swept away by one momentary loss of all my senses, the taste of lust dripping from the corner of my mouth… Its recollection still sends a feverish tremble of ecstasy down my spine. I realize now I was never the king, I was a mere slave to my own selfish desires, a fool to follow the crumbs of self indulgence and now I must repent for my sins… Its cost me my life…

My soul carries only me. My heart holds only one. Now, I must make space for two… But how is that possible when my eyes can't see past my own reflection? This must be, must be, must be, must be, must must must be a dream, an accident… Things are different now, my life is not of my own, my actions speak for two, it’s all so strange… I ran away from responsibility but its finally caught up and bitten me in the ass! I CAN’T contemplate it, I DON'T understand and I DON’T want to share!!! But doesn’t matter what I think anymore… because I am not me, I am half the person I used to be…


Welcome to the world...

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Oops!!! How on earth did that picture get there?!? Its okay guys!!! Meet my REAL baby... hahaha!!! *wink*

The moment of lust was referring to the impulsive moment I handed over my money for my lil baby Jun Ki X)

*RAwR* Im fat and lazy and im not afraid to use it!!!

This naughty bunbun likes to eat my hair and my clothes!!! AhHhHHhH!!!

I cant see!!! are you food?!? *squints*