a love so vast

The Bonsai

2009-11-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

So I heard about this new japanese place on Roe St in Northbridge called The Bonsai, the building with trees painted on the outside. I decided to try it out with the bf and it turned out to be pretty good and most importantly, different. Im so sick of eating the same food in different places just cuz Perth is so small, so noone needs to set themselves apart from the pack. The food is modern japanese fusion (i guess?) and is reasonably priced for us uni students with smaller (but more L337) wallets XD The menu consists of several types of sushi "with a modern twist" for around $8, a whole list of share plates ranging from $7 to $12 and only 3 mains, including teri chicken, teri steak and... salmon i think. It's the perfect place to get a decent and scrumptious snack before met-hoes or just to lounge around and chitchat over some cake. We found out it was Soon's classmate who owns the joint! Small world XD

We ordered 2 rounds of food (7 dishes and 2 slices of cake) cuz i have the appetite of a man ^^" We ordered smoked salmon and californian sushi rolls which were really good (They didnt skimp on the prawn in the cali roll which was awesome XD), Golden Crab Claws were okay but no "real" crab seemed to be in them, Teristeak = awesome, Cheesy pork katsu rolls, Tuna sashimi bites were not too bad and the takoyaki was... *meh* a little soggy but i guess if i've never had real ones fresh of the girdle i wouldn't know any better.

Pics of the food (I think I was too hungry so i didnt take much fotos):

Teri Steak was really yummy *drool*
Cheesy pork katsu rolls were pretty good but i think more cheese would've made it totally more awesome XD
Huggy S&P shakers! Reminds me of Bangkok XD
Green Tea Mouse Cake... i think... anihoos it was REALLY BAD... in a "block of gelatinous crap" kinda way XP
Some strawberry cake... i cant remember the name =P It was okayYyyYy but nothing amazing

It's Britney BITCH!

2009-11-08T23:00:00.006+08:00

So I've FINISHED EXAMS!!! WOOT!!! and I'm pretty sure that I've *touch wood* FINISHED MY DEGREE!!! XD It's time for celebration and i kicked it off with the Britney Circus concert!!! XD Hard to pass up getting the chance to see her when it only cost 50 smackeroos!!! So there has been heapsss of scathing reviews but here is my 2 cents worth (I went on the second night): The costumes were crazy fabulous, the props were damn awesome, Britney was looking pretty sexy and so was her dancing. I loved it and i dont get all the hype. The only thing missing was maybe some exotic looking animals but then the RSPCA might have jumped on Britney's ass too, so that's all understandable. She even sang a couple of songs and i was surprised she could actually sing. She also an effort to talk more to the audience and damn that lucky guy who practically got a lapdance from britney and 2 other dancers!!! I guess if i were one of the people who paid $200, i think i would have felt it was just worth my money cuz for that amount of money i'd like to see her for more than 1 and a half hours but i guess they have to cover the cost of all the swarovski studded bras and short skirts Britney wore somehow.

The Legendary Britney Spears:

Hit me baby one more time!

supplies!!!

2009-11-05T00:45:00.005+08:00

You guys got the joke of the title right? XD If not... it's okay, some people just cant be as awesome as me EVER, EVER, EVER... =P teeheehee
Wow is has been uber long since i last blogged! Not to mention since i wrote up a proper entry O_o"
I guess this blog is the actual manifestation of procrastination since it's that awesome time we love to call *drumroll please* exam timeeeeee *cheesey grin and 2 thumbs up*. Yes... unfortunately... i made the stupid decision to tell the bf to CHANGE THE PASSWORD TO MY FACEBOOK!!! *bangs head on table, and then on wall and well u get the point* =______________=" Now i have to find some other way to procrastinate and since there are no new emails, i've checked every blog i've ever bookmarked and ran out of things i want to google... i am finding solace in the arms of my poor abandoned blog... Yes, because my ladies, your blog will always want u, not like those douchebags who say their yours forever one minute and are nowhere to be seen the next, but i digress... and that was just an imaginary chip on my shoulder btw! XD Yes, yes really! i love... men??? O___x"... okay man... okay wait... men... bf + dbsk = men *happy face*. Although... i hope the bf never ends up reading this or it may very well become a sad face. O_O"

Anihoos just ignore the thought process going on just then, i actually wanted to blog about something else! You know the moment you find a purpose for yourself? The moment you realise that you can make something of youself, and life no longer seems to start in the morning and end at night, but moves forward into the distance? I now realise it doesn't have to come in the form of a giant, life-altering BANG! The pivotal moment comes when u look inward and discover you had the potential all along. It was just wrapped up and waiting for you to open it. I have plans! It's nothing major, I've just found a use for myself and a place to divert my energy. For those who've already found their path, I can now say to them "I get it, I'll join your happy dance and Im so happy for you" because right now, Im living on a high and its just so exciting!

2009-08-06T14:09:00.004+08:00

Of late, I I've been feeling like the little ice floe that drifted too far from the others...

Now I'm melting into the middle of the ocean, disappearing without a trace...

little surprises

2009-06-15T14:16:00.004+08:00

Sometimes things happen, those little surprises that pop up now and again in life, and however trivial it may seem, you find yourself wondering if there really is something out there. Something greater... That makes you believe that life itself is not simply a mere existance...
On the flipside, is it just people are lucky and coincidence is simply the lucky person being at the right place at the right time?

I look towards the sky and wonder... if anything is out there looking right back at me...

Like every other Sunday for the last month or so, I drag myself out of bed to make it to work by 8am. Last Sunday was no different, but during the lunch shift I ended up looking after this asian couple. The husband asked me the typical aunty/uncle questions:
1. Where you from?
2. What you study?
3. How long have you been working here?
They were very nice and seemed unfazed by my awesome broken chinese during our polite chitchats, and when they left I thought it was the end. Lunch shift ended and in the evening one of my favourite supervisors took over. I mentioned to her that I missed working with her and to my surprise she asked me to work the night shift as well. I needed the money and have no life either so I did =P. Dinner was pretty crappy. We were a few men down and as I was busy scurrying from table to table I hear someone call my chinese name. Looking around, I see the couple again but this time they brought company. We didn't get to talk much since it was so busy, but lo and behold, I saw them again last night. This time the husband introduced me to his daughter... and the calibre or my chinese wasn't able to figure out how the guy stiiling with them was related to him, but he said son... so... maybe son-in-law? *sigh* epic fail... They weren't part of the tables I was serving though and it was so busy I wasn't able to serve them much even if i wanted to. It was getting late and before they were leaving the husband called me over to the table. He told me he had booked a room in the Holiday Inn but had to leave already but the official checkout time was 12 the next day, so if i wanted I could stay in there over night because the extra night was paid for (took me a while to understand what he was saying *sigh again*) but WHAT!??!?! That was unexpected O.o" I said no, but then wife joined in with the convincing so I gave in and took the room keys. I have to say it was awesome but weird at the same time? He gave me name and number just incase, and I admit I took delight in telling everyone I got picked up by an old guy and he wanted me to go to his room after work *wiggles eyebrows* hehehe... I did take him up on his offer though. I called a few of the workmates to join me for a few drinks up there until 3:30, when we were all getting super tired since a few of us only had 3 hours sleep the night before, including me =P They left and I decided to stay the night even though I still felt weird:
1. Im still P plater *le sigh*
2. FREE ROOM MAN!!!
3. I love hotel beds and pillows!
4. I was too tired to drive... and knowing me and my driving record...
5. Didnt want to trouble peoples to drive me home since they dont live that close to me
6. No one could stay the night with me cuz the bf has work so couldnt go, and the only other girl went home with her bf of course ="( oh welllllllllllll

All I can say is, good things really do happen when you least expect them to... hahaha... ^^"

Korean Food Night!!!

2009-06-13T11:10:00.005+08:00

A few days ago, I decided to put my kimchi I bought a bazillion years ago to some use. So what better way, than to have a korean style dinner?!?! XD *YAY* I've been missing korean food so much (making AND eating) hehe... So on the menu was...

1. Entree: Chamchijeon (Tuna Pancakes)
The BIG one in the right corner was about the size of ur hand and is the bf's MAN PANCAKE *sigh* He thought he would show me how to cook a "REAL" pancake *rolls eyes* SIF!!! Although i must admit it turned out pretty well =P

2. Mains: Kimchi Fried Rice and Bokkeum Gochujang (Beef Stirfry with Gochujang Marinade)
I roasted the rice on the bottom of the pan to get it nice and crispy! I love the crunch which is why dolsot bibimbap is equally as awesome! X)
I felt like eating beef that day and i need to start using up my huge tube of gochujang in the fridge ^^" Turned out pretty well XD even tho the pic doesnt do it justice =P

3. Banchan (Sidedish): Blanched zucchini ribbons
Just a simple banchan i found in the Korean Cookbook Lisa Weesa and Bae Yong Jun gave me for my bday <3 By then we were too full for dessert *sadface* but i think we did pretty well since nothing exploded or got burnt XD *YAY*

The bf eating the "man pancake" =___="

The happy cooking couple X) so sad this pic is blurry =( He was wearing my PJs so his white shirt wouldnt get dirty hehe...

In other news...

2009-06-10T14:25:00.011+08:00

Guess where IMMMMMMMMMMMM OFF to after exams!!! TEEHEEHEE!!! (pic a bit small... might have to squint... or just read on hehe ^^")
Leg 1 of the journey:
Leg 2 of the Journey:
IM GOING TO BANGKOK TO SEE DBSK PERFORM THEIR MIROTIC (and totally erotic *wink wink*) CONCERTTTT!!! NOT JUST ONCE!!! BUT TWICEEEEEE!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! *pant pant pant* CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *FALLS OFF CHAIR* Note to self: DO NOT FAINT AT CONCERT!!! *jumps up and down hysterically* THIS IS GONNA BE SO FREEKIN AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! ITS GONNA BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!! *DROOL DROOL DROOL* Now my dreams of kidnapping yunho and making him live with me in my bedroom seem THAT MUCH CLOSER... hee... hee...

I feel sowwie for my bank account... it has taken a beating for some time... *sigh* but... Guess where im off to in August... or 2 weeks later when i get back from banging-kok =P

Im off to melbourne to see David Copperfield!!! I LOVE MAGIC/ILLUSIONS!!! It captivated me from very young... *sigh* my dream job!!! ITS GONNA BE TOTALLY AWESOME!!! U noe who else is awesome? For some strange reason... I reckon Criss Angel is HAWT O.o" hehe... Maybe it's my penchant for guys with magic hands... tee hee hee

~~~ ABRACADABRA ~~~

SUPPLIES!!! X)

2009-06-06T12:02:00.013+08:00

So it has been a while since I abandoned my poor blog all those many many months ago =( I had a post about my korea trip lined up when I got back but after a series of unfortunate events mixed in with my laziness, it all seems so irrelevant now =P Seeing as it's exam time right now, I guess it's time to get back into the game... of procrastinating... X)

So a few days ago I rounded up the bunnies, buckled up the lil bro, the bf and his dog Kobe, and drove to the park near my house. I felt bad for not being able to let muffin and cupcake run around the garden cuz they'd run into the bushes and never come back and I'd cry so... I had a lightbulb moment! I remembered there was actually a fenced off area at the park near my house so destination unknown became destination KNOWN!!! *ZING* Unfortunately... I soon found out that the fence had spaces large enough at the bottom that the bunnies could fit through so I just let them run around in the sandpit and when they strayed to close to freedom i gots the doggie to round 'em up back to the sandpit LOL! How awesome! XD Anihoos muffin being a muffin just lay in the sandpit most of the time... *sigh* he's so fat he looks like a loaf of bread!!! But atleast cupcake took advantage of the space and ran around... like the determined bossy boots she is =P

Pics from a photoshoot i did for them... Too bad they paid me in carrots... *sigh*

Greedy lil things... =P

Introducing... Miss Cupcake:
Love Love LOVE this pic of the handsome fellow:

SUPER BUNNY TO THE RESCUE!!!

They love pooh bear and friends!!! <3

Evil bunny comes out at night!!! MuAhHAhAhAH!!! >=)

Quick goodbye and hello =)

2009-02-03T08:16:00.002+09:00

Hi everyone!!! long time no blog eh? This is just a quick goodbye to everyone!!! i ran out of credit 2 days before leaving and i thought there wuld be no point buying credit until i get back aniways =P So be good while im gone pplz!!! I will miss you all dearly my darlings!!! T_T Im at Changi airport in Sg right now, gotta be quick since i only get 15 mins on the comp!!! ARGH!!! so i think i did pretty well, im still alive =D made my way from the budget terminal (looks like $#!T btw) to terminal 1... sucks cuz terminals 2 and 3 have the awesome stuff =P almost forgot to bring my suitcase with me while i was walking away from a cafe ^^" but that was about it heheheh im off to KL in an hrs time so must get through all the duty free shops before i leave! XD Im off to korea on the 6th of Feb! A LIL bit worried... about my ass getting frozen off O_o" anihoos i hope you guys arent partying too hard without me!!! have fun guys!!! see you all again in like 2 weeks =D

much love,
FeL XoXo <3

2 - 0 - 0 - 9, Let the good times begin!!!

2009-01-02T17:17:00.005+09:00

Not much celebration for me since I was working new years eve and celebrations at atrium continued into the new year, but all was not lost!!! For i did enter it in style!!! The soaking-wet-in-champagne kind. The guys had bottles ready and poised during the count down and let loose on everyone standing closeby, and hey, sharing is caring so i poured some on their heads for revenge *smirks* then we resorted to throwing chanpagne in left over glasses in each others faces, which was fine until it went in our eyes O_o" burns i tells ya! keke... Then ran around all of atrium finding all my workmates and giving them a warm champagne hug X) Then had a champagne throwing session with aileen in the kitchen and when we ran out of that, we resorted to jugs of water HAhA and i ran out the kitchen before she could get me but slipped and fell on my ass. Everyone had a good laugh *pouts* but it was gross cuz the carpet JUST outside the kitchen is FILTHY and since it got wet, when i stood up my hands were all black and slimy and later i found out the crap soaked through my pants into my underwear making it black too!!! (too much info guys? ^^") So for guys who stayed dry, like ken, i couldnt let that happen! So on the champagne went! I started a war and it resulted in coke getting poured in my hair and sprite being flung at ken and jacky *evil cackles* I felt sorry for the cleaners who had to clean up the mess we made in the kitchen!!! Drank champagne and white wine secretly with aileen, june and jm and the bar guys got drunk out back. Was pretty hilarious!!! You see all of them come out from the back with BRIGHT RED faces hahaha typical asians X) Congrats to justin who got off his face on just one bottle of cider!!! AHhAhA!!! Was a fun and sticky night! Had a good time =D Went to Kenny and Junes house after to drink with some other workmates and slept over since im still on mah P's =P Im glad 2008 was over. It was a year filled with a lot of bad luck. Im hopeful that 2009 shall lead me to brighter days =)

On another note, I went to Summa Dayze yesterday!!! My first rave!!! Started from 12 midday until 10 at night but i got there at almost 4, so just in time to see AVB get on stage *YAY* and stayed til the end. Pretty awesome tho had a gooddddddddddd timeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I didnt expect it to be so FREEKING MASSIVE!!! There were 2 stages and 2 tents all going off. Got to see Armin van Buuren (world no. 1 DJ i fink?), Calvin Harris, Ferry Corsten and Underworld. Got to see A LOT of tattoos, skanky chicks and fat hairy people. Underworld performed last on the main stage, and in the last couple of songs they inflated these huge tube things that changed colour and kept bending and going straight again (hard to explain) and the lat song was awesome since HEAPS of GINORMOUS white balloons got released into the crowd, like bigger than 1m in diameter!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLYYYY wanted to hit one, but everytime one got close people jumped before i could get it, but eventually one came my way again and i got to hit it!!! YEH BITCH!!! Random thing happened when i went to get some food. Got some satays and i was holding them and walking and i see this hand reach over the back of my shoulder and grab one, and i thought it was my friend so i didnt react. Turned around to realise was some gay ass bogan dude and my friend says WTF to him and fully starts giving him the evils. We walked into the chillout tent to look for people but saw they were outside already,and guess who we saw again? I was eating a satay and when i saw the prick i quickly ate it finished and slipped the stick in his back pocket. Thought about flicking satay sauce on him but im not that gangster, but DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN felt so goodddddddddddddd!!! >=) Yup, good times, good times X)

cashed-up bitch

2008-12-27T01:07:00.007+09:00

YEH MAN!!! im tokin about ME!!! *evil cackle* so in the last fortnight, I made 3000 DOLLARS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!! 130 hrs of work *dies* but 1000 of my babies went to TAX!!! ARGH!!! LAMEEEEEEE!!! =P Today i worked 13 hrs from 8am to 12 midnight and since its public holiday, $520 in ONE DAY!!! YEH BITCH!!! *does pelvic thrust* the day before i got a 20 dollar tip, and today i got 30!!! YEH MANNNNN!!! Im on a ROLLLLLL~~~ flashing ur boobs really does help JKING!!! *hert hert* ^^" Anihoos life has been revolving around work and sleep hence i have nothing else to blog about =P When i have reached my 4k korea spending money target life shall resume as per normal X) but for now... it time to get another 5-6 hrs sleep and off to work a triple shift again *crawls into bed*

awesome songs at the moment:
Fall Out Boy - America's Suitehearts
The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Biffy Clyro - Mountains

incoherent thoughts

2008-12-20T02:34:00.002+09:00

YIPPEEEEE!!!!!!!! DAY OFF TOMORROW!!! *jumps for joy* Working 10 days without a day off doing 12.5 to 14 hour triple and double shifts everyday has really taken its toll *dies* and I'm looking forward to some Braveheart-style FREEDOMMMMMMM!!! Havent even had time to return calls or sms'... yup 'tis the season to be monotonous =P and MY LEGS AND FEET!!! PAINNNNNN!!! Havent been doing much. Yesterday went to potblack with the workmates after work and headed off to uncle billy's for some supper at 3:30am. The highlight for me was GETTING HOME!!! BAhhahAhA!!!!!! WHYYYYY!??!?! Do you ask??? Well it went something like this:
Me and Euling drove off first since our cars were parked back to back. Drove side by side along Mount Henry bridge waving and trying stay just that little bit infront of each other. GrRRrRrR!!! kekkeke And I thought testosterone and the competitive streak was for boys! Reached Canning bridge and then saw Kenny and Alvin had caught up and drove past us, so naturally my reaction was to speed up so Kenny couldnt overtake me and highbeam to the max but he still did and I almost hit the ass of his car, still got space but JUST!!! Eventually overtook him and caught up to Alvin who was ahead of us greeting us with his emergency lights, and so the three of us, Euling, Alvin and me were driving along side each other in our own lane along the freeway. Felt pretty kool, like i was one of the gang from fast and furious or something hahahha then it was ALL SYSTEMS GO and we all sped off trying to beat each other but ARGH!!! I was in the middle lane and there was a car infront of me so I changed lanes and was behind Euling, and WHAT A DIRTY DRIVER!!! For a little girl, she's one crazy noobbb!!! hahahah FREEKING PUT THE BRAKES ON!!! Going at 120ish and suddenly braking, with my driving skills, I'm surprised I even reacted HAhAHhAHa So after some swearing and highbeaming changed lanes and the noob changed into the lane i wanted!!! Changed back and STILL want to block me!!! Eventually overtook her and was just me and Alvin going 140ish down past the bridge before the off ramp to Leach. So i think the way im retelling the story sounds a bit hard to understand but the main point was that it was SO FUN MANNNNNNNNN!!! KekKEke!!! Got the blood and adrenaline pumping hey!!! And i bet everyone is now shaking their heads thinking I havent learnt my lesson from crashing my car hahahaha but dont worry, it wasnt that crazyyyyy X) I was more happy for the moment we saw each other when we were driving along side each other before our eyes concentrated back onto the road more than anything else =D And YESSSSS!!! i know its double demerits!!! X)
Went to eat at Uncle Billy's after work again today O_o" I feel the kilos coming back on soon!!! NOOoOOooOOo!!! hahahaha On the way back home Caught up to Kenny and June and Anthony and and started beeping and highbeaming them but from the lane next to them, and i think the car infront of me thought i was highbeaming them since of course they couldnt see that they were using their emergency lights on me. Took turns signalling and catching up to each other and i think one time i sped up to overtake Kenny and June, the other car who thought i was highbeaming them hell sped up and zoomed past me which i thought was funny hahahha yehhhh... no life at the moment *sigh* but!!! 2 more weeks to go and I wont have to deal with Christmas and New Years and the leading up to's anymore!!! YAY!!! X)

Bits and Bobs

2008-12-09T14:58:00.010+09:00

Yes I may have seemed to have fallen off the face of the earth for a while, but I'm still alive and kicking! Except most of it occurs at work =P Been working 6 days a week. Worked a triple shift from 8am to 8:30pm yesterday and been doing doubles twice a week starting from 11am to 1am as well. Ai papi!!! Havent had time for anything else thus my lil blog has been neglected for a while but seeing my paycheck this week was SCHWEETTTTTTTTTTTT!!! 1.8k BABY!!! *gloats* but DAYMN $400 went to Kevin Rudd and his buddies so BLEH!!! Cant wait to see the next one since I asked to increase my hours meaning ill hopefully be double shifting 6 days a week YEE HAH!!! But i do feel sad... I miss all my friends... TUESDAYS are my days off people!!! *hint hint* Havent been doing very much with them tho. Went to dinner at Tsunami with a friend last last week. A pretty decent Japanese restaurant! I like it!!! I wanna go back X) I had sukiyaki hehe... Next I wanna try their dish that comes to you served on a block of volcanic rock that's heated to 400C so you can cook your food to your own liking!!! =D Tried two sushi platters as entree, a soft-shelled crab one and mixed nigiri one. Crab one was REALLY NICE!!! Although they left a crab, nippers, eyes, legs and all poking out of one as a garnish which looked slightly intimidating, which I refused to eat haha!!! Tried SEA URCHIN!!! And the verdict is... *drumroll* OMFG SO FREEKING DELICIOUS!!! *cough* Just kidding!!! It's more like EWwWWWwWW!!! i DID NOT like it ONE BIT!!! Took one bite of the slimy orange foul tasting thing and am now scarred for life!!! Last week headed off to Cottesloe beach with another friend just to chill since it was too freeking cold to swim, but it was a nice day. Had fish and chips for the third time in my life!!! haha *claps hands excitedly* Also went to metros which had a masquerade theme on last saturday with the workmates, and bumped into the 3 lovelies, YY, mishi and caroline!!! AWESOME Tri-Angle inspired eye makeup!!! T'was a fun night!!! And most importantly, FEL STAYED SOBER!!! *superhero pose* well... sober as in only 3 drinks hehe... Stayed until closing man! Talk about OVERKILL!!! hAhA!!! Went to supper at Billy Lee's after work with the workmates last night/this morning. *YAY* I love eating out with friends!!! Ordered so many dishes!!! OMG!!! But all good since it was my first proper meal of the day haha... At 2 in the morning I dont fink its so healthy to have greasy chinese food as your first meal but *meh* Cant remember having 3 proper meals anymore, and this started since atleast exam time... Hard to find time to eat when sleep and getting to work on time is more important, and it doesnt help that the majority of what I've been eating comes from STAFF CANTEEN!!! *shudders* HAhAhA!!! My insides must be turning black from eating that evil nasty goop Boring post this time round with no pics =P reflects how much I've been doing with myself at the moment. Going to be a long couple of days man... TUESDAY COMING BACK ROUND!!! WOOT!!! WOOT!!!

On another note, did you all see the smiley face in the sky last week (or was that last last week? It all seems the same to me)?!?!? I was working and got home too late so i missed it =( tried to drive around to somewhere high and dark but no use *sob sob* but i DID get to see the sad face the night after and that made me happy enough

Someone must be watching over us =)

ARgHHhH Me HEaRTiEs!!!

2008-12-02T15:02:00.006+09:00

BATTEN DOWN YOUR HATCHES!!!

LOCK UP YOUR CHILDREN!!!

BECAUSE BABY... I'M BACKKKKKKKK!!!

I HAVE A CAR AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO USE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DATS WHAT IM TOKING BOUT!!!!!!!!!!!! See you round the traffic lights some time doll face *wink*

The power of words

2008-11-30T13:09:00.006+09:00

Some people are just so eager to let their opinions be known, and in the process, they fail to recognize that hearts are fragile and they themselves are hypocritical. There is no right time and place, words fly out like daggers and before you know it, the damage has been dealt. Wounds only just beginning to heal bleed once again.

I’m never one to confront for myself. I’m not one to go about shooting down all the things people uphold, but when you desecrate the very core of what people believe in, that is an extremely selfish act, and I won’t hold my silence. I can tolerate a lot of things but never this. If you don’t like what you hear, why inflict pain? Can’t people stop for a moment and think, think and realize that it is far better to let people live what you deem an illusion, rather than destroying the very thing that fills their soul? Just because I think Christianity is, for lack of a better word, a complete sham, I don’t blast off about it and declare how much better off they would be without it when someone ends up on my doorstep asking me if I would like to participate in their weekly bible class. It’s easy to see that it would just be plain rude to do so. A simple smile and a polite decline are suffice. I understand they simply want to bring the happiness god brings to them to me, and that’s a very sweet thing. Why go to all the trouble of persecuting and hurting people for the sake of what you believe in.

People live to be happy, to find fulfillment. Those who scrutinize its pursuit are hypocritical and I pity them. Why can't they just wake up and realise they are JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE who scrambles towards it. Why do anything at all if you have forsaken it. Why smile, why laugh, why love, why give, why care, why have children? If you do any of those things, you believe in its existence.

Don’t mind me, I’m just harping on, rant upon rant. My soapbox is mine alone and nobody else’s right? After all I believe in freedom of speech among other things, and a few measely words never hurt anyone...

yay-ness!!!

2008-11-29T14:19:00.006+09:00

Finally got another thing off my mind today, booked my flight from perth to singapore so it looks like all systems GO in february *YAY-NESS* Tiger Airways was having a special, 50% off some of their flights, and as if by magic, the dates I wanted were the ones on special!!! WOO HOO!!! Atleast something is going right for me. So i think i saved 100 bucks if i didnt wait, so I'm super happy and i got window seats!!! Another thumbs up!!! *grins* Oh well, ill be lonely since I'm going by myself and coming home by myself, and the thought of catching a bus to KL by myself there and back kinda creeps me out, but hey, if zhen zhen can do it, so can I!!! *superman pose* Anyone know where i can get pepperspray? LOL! So yah, the reason i took Tiger was because the flight to KL direct would've cost me just a bit over $700 bucks via Airasia whereas Tiger only cost me $420, and the bust trip is apparently pretty cheap, which means MORE MONEY TO SPEND!!! puahaha!!!

So all in all, CANT WAIT TIL FEB!!!

boring blabber, you've been warned!!!

2008-11-29T02:31:00.000+09:00

*urgh* okay... I've semi-crawled out of my emo shell that i have remained curled up in during the past week or so... *manages weak smile* onward to more kooler awesomer things... like... I FINALLY WENT TO THE DENTIST AFTER LIKE 5 YEARS!!! No... really... I haven't been to the dentist since I was in year 10 *cringes* anihoos... one of my teeth had a GINORMOUS CRATER... product of avoiding the dentist for a year... *cringes even more* yeh why am i even telling ANYONE this HAhAhaHhA it's so gross!!! Atleast it's been fixed, so feel free to give me kisses now *wink wink* But I've got 3 more cavities which are all pretty bad so *bleh* need to go back... *sulks* Which brings me to my next point, I bought health insurance since i knew all of this was coming and WHOA!!! My filling cost $255 and i only needed to pay $100 wEeEeEee~~~ I also need to get my wisdom teeth removed... I'm scared it will hurt since all 4 of them have erupted, some quite significantly T__T I went to take a OPG (x-ray thingo) of my teeth and i had to bit on this piece of plastic to stop my head from moving while this thing rotated around my head, yup, sci-fi moment for me hahaha... Anihoos enough about rotting teeth and health insurance... bet you're bored shitless... LOL!

Moving on to work... *yay* even more boring!!! HAhAhHA... Yes... SO FREEKING BUSYYYYY!!! *dies* but this week I'm working 5 days and next, 6 with lunch shifts and I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY BANK BALANCE!!! ArGh!!! But wait i must, so BoO hOo *sulks*

OH! OH!!! Bought some jelly to cheer me up, one of my favourite foods!!! YUP!!! THAT'S SOME DAMN GOOD SHIT RIGHT THERE!!! It's awesome cuz its got those lil pieces of stuff that are meant to be illegal cuz babies choke on them and die.

Camwhoring helps too. *hert hert*

On a whole bunch of random notes, I noticed a suspiciously large amount of bruises on my arms and legs... 16 to be exact... WTF!?!??! Have I been sleep walking or something i don't know about!?!?! and I went to buy some random stuff from priceline at garbo today and I FOUND THIS SUPER CUTE THING!!! dammit i wanna show!!! i wanna show!!! but i cant *sulks* it might end up being your christmas pressie so i dont wanna ruin it but its SO DAMN CUTE!!! i wanna eat it up *pouts* but i can't cuz its not actually edible HAhAHaHha there's a hint for you *wink* Also picked up a skinny smoothie from BOOST, and yeh i'm not on a diet, fuck that LOL!!! But i don't like smoothies cuz they have bananas and their ice crushes are rather bland, so last time i gave mini me mango, mango mini me, mini mango me... some shit like that a try and i was really pleasantly surprised since it had yoghurt in it and I'm also quite dubious about drinks with yoghurt too. So this time, tried berry berry smoothie or something can't remember the name either and it was really nice too!!! And ladies, the amount of calories it contains is equivalent to an apple so go for it bitches!!! Anihoos i usually don't swear on my blog, apart from the occasional WTF, so excuse the language dear, I decided I'm angry at the world today *sticks out tongue* No not really... I just feel like swearing a lot. You see, working like a bitch for 7 hours doesn't help with your politeness capiche??? Neither does 2:30 in the morning. Why the fuck am I still awake and blogging about random shit anyways!?!?!? If you got this far, I applaude you. Enter the codeword "FUCKING NOOB" along with your name and address in the comment box to recieve you're prize.

Empty

2008-11-27T13:39:00.003+09:00

What do you call it, when bad luck and coincidence walk hand in hand? Fate… Is that its name? Some things are unavoidable… and so it seems the moment I think fate has come after me with a light hand… I am reminded it was only wishful hoping…

Darkness has not come softly, why must it batter me wave, after wave? Accidents have come by the handful and people are leaving me in droves… Does fate have no mercy? Or am I simply desperate to blame all my misfortunes on anything other than what I see in my own reflection… Tell me the remedy for a waning spirit… My body, my mind. I am broken. I am so tired. Tired of caring, tired of existence… I surrender. My body has chosen where to lie. The pain is slowly going numb... What is the use of a good person? Actions speak for nothing, good intentions lead to nowhere, my gaze is never met and my heart goes unnoticed… How much harder do I have to try? My soul is disintegrating… Knowing it is never going to be enough… I yearn to fade into the background... becoming a simple whisper through the trees… You will never truly realize anyway…

Longing for the year to come to pass… It marks the parting of dark clouds, the end of self delusion and artificial happiness… People won’t leave me anymore and my heart will be less empty. I might remember how it feels for sunlight to wash up against my frozen body once again…

Relinquish my past…

True happiness has not been forgotten… merely, temporarily misplaced…

Sorrow shall be reborn into... a love so vast …

gone bunny hunting

2008-11-15T23:39:00.000+09:00

Took a lil trip up the hills to Mundaring this morning with mai mai and her boyfriend rob, and NO!!! i DIDN'T go for a slice of Little Caesar's pizza *gasps* This time, i went for RABBITS!!! X) A minilop rabbit breeder who calls herself "The Rabbit Lady" resides there and we decided to go check out her... erm... produce?!?!? LOL!!! But yah, cuz Mai Mai has been wanting to get a rabbit for what seems to be almost an eternity, and im looking for a girlfriend for Muffin *wink wink* I shall be calling her CUPCAKE!!! Thus, Cupcake will be Muffins cupeycake and they will make little baby cakes and scones and donuts... MmMMmmMm... donuts... *Homer drooling sound*

Note: stole all the photos from mai mai (click link for the post) ^^" THANKS IN ADVANCE MAI MAI!!! X)

The goods:

NaWwWWw!!! HOW ADOWABABALE!!! o^-^o The lil black one is a "charlie"... i THINK that's what its called... Its a unique colour pattern where the bunny has a line down the back instead of the normal mottled butterfly pattern.

The Lady was really friendly and informative, as well as offering great advice so all you people in Perth looking for some Minilop good times, you know who to call!!! GHOST BUSTERS!!! No... i meant THE RABBIT LADY!!! X) The only sad thing was she was short on rabbits for sale so we must wait until after christmas but its all good =)

Mai Mai and a black baby minilop:

Rob's turn!!! AwWwWww... i think that's a cute pic o^-^o

Close up of the baby:

So i heard about being able to trance your rabbit, but Muffin gets quite agro when i try to pick him up, hence i never got the chance to try *pouts* butbut its the ability to put your rabbit into a deep, trance-like state when you lay the rabbit on its back... a la pic below. A good tip for doing this successfully is keeping the rabbit's head straight when you are in the process of laying them down backwards (quoted from the rabbit lady) and if you do attempt to do this, make sure that if its not successful, the rabbit flips quickly back onto its from paws, so you must be extremely careful and make sure it doesnt fall out of your lap! Apparently, some rabbits get into such a deep state, operations can be performed without the use of anaesthetic!!! O_O" I found that quite amazing.

Minilop on drugs... No... not really ^^" :

She also breeds a variety of cats including British shorthair, Scotish folds and ragdolls. I love how ragdolls have blue blue eyes. I was considering this cat if i wasnt allowed to get a rabbit X) This was such a beautiful picture. GAH! If only my rabbit made love to my camera like this!!!

The rabbit lady also breeds a variety of chickens, but the most interesting breed of chicken she had was the Peking Bantam. The chicken looks as glorious and royale as the name itself. The feathers give a distinctive look of grandeur and reminds me of Queen Elizabeth for some reason... Do you see it too??? LOL!!!

These aren't hers, but you get the idea X)

So now I've gotten a better idea of the types of colours... I'm thinking of getting Muffin's girlfriend in one of the following colours which i think will make them look like a cute couple X)

Sealpoint

Chocolate Butterfly

Black or Blue Butterfly

ARGH!!! but I know these are all the recessive colour types which kinda makes things harder but nevertheless!!! I shall persevere until i find the perfect Juliet for my Muffin!!! *heroic clenched-fist pose*

Today also, I was running out of hay so i headed off to City Farmers and bought 2 bags since the bag i bought last time, i found out it was MORE THAN HALF made up of chaff when i got home, hence did not last me more than a week, but me being the awesome person i am, single-handedly picked out two bags BOTH filled with OATEN HAY ONLY BWAHahAHhaha!!! okay i bet noone cares but i felt so damn awesome!!! WOO HOO!!! XD

Next part is for mai mai mostly, since noone really cares about rabbits except us 2 bahahahha but yah i made an AWESOME FIND!!! a AWESOME DRINK BOTTLE by... SUPER PET !!! I BOUGHT ONE FOR U!!! XD and here is the holy grail of rabbit drinking bottles!!! DANG DANG!!!:

So yah u noe how i was kinda on the fence about drink bottles since I didnt like the fact they have to lick so hard to get tiny drop of water, THIS one is MASSIVE and lets out water really easily!!! Look how big it is compared to my hand and the normal sized ones:

And the nifty thing about this one is that you attatch the holder from INSIDE the cage instead of hooking wire around the outside of the bottle, so when you need to detatch it you just pull it off instead of pulling it up and out from the cage and the height is adjustable which is even more awesome =D To put it back you just clip it back on!

But i have to say, the best feature is that you fill the bottle form the top, unlike traditional sipper bottles where you have to flip it over and unscrew. It's SO MUCH MORE CONVENIENT!!! X) and the lid is flexible!!!

So yah hope you like it *giggles* XD

Bunny business:

"This is my good side!"

You make bunny cry!

Eating carrots is hard work!

Rapunzel! Rapunzel! Let down your long... ears???

Randomness of the day:

"I'm vain, vain, vain."

Mai Mai, do these look familar to you? and just so you know, THATS NOT ME!!! But no hints as to who it is tho X) Take a guess, shouldnt be too hard *wink*

Farkin Spontaneous!!! OoPs!!! I swore... KINDA wink

2008-11-15T01:51:00.013+09:00

So... It was an average Wednesday night.
LOL!!! You guys know what!?!? I spelt Wednesday as WENESDAY and noone managed to point this out to me until I was in first year uni... so 18... and MAN!!! THAT is a damn long time... Which made me think... WHAT THE HELL ARE TEACHERS FOR!?!?!? Noone bothered to show me how to spell out Wednesday properly in any of my primary school years, noone bothered to ask me why I abbreviated my days of the week to MON, TUE, WEN, THUR, FRI, SAT and SUN, until one day my uncle goes "What is WEN?" after reading a note I'd written down... but i digress... THIS was not the point I wanted to make LOL!!!

So BACK to Wednesday night!!! Instead of studying for my Genetics exam the next day, I procrastinated by watching House and Criminal Intent simultaneously. ARGH!!! WHY DO GOOD SHOWS HAVE TO BE ON AT THE SAME TIME!!! I'm rooting for House and Cuddy to get it OwRNnnNnnn!!! WeWWwW~~~ and procratination continued until 10-ish, where the guilt of not studying finally sunk in. Checked my mobile first and HmMMmm... missed calls from Wei Zhen... Oops!!! "she must want her jacket i stole from my asia cocktail puking episode back" i thought, and called her back. But aniways... Long story short... CHECK IT YO!!!

And the phone convo went a little like this:

WZ: Fel are you doing anything during the holidays?

FEL: ehhh SORRY!!! I STILL HAVE YOUR JACKET!

WZ: Oh it's okay, that not important.

FEL: Eh? So wassup?!?!

WZ: Wanna go to Korea??????

FEL: Ehhh... WHAT!?!?

WZ: I found this deal, from KL to Korea for 800 bucks but if you wanna go you have to book before 12 tonight...

FEL: HAH?!?! but its 10!!!

and... One hour later... Refer to Figure above.

So in early Feb im gonna be jetting off to SEOUL BABY!!! and gonna get me some tall, handsome korean boys!!! I have to admit THIS is probably the MOST random and spontaneous decision I've made IN MY LIFE so far... I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TIME TO CONSULT MY PARENTS!!! But my parents being the awesome parents they are, i knew my @$$ would be safe from a spanking. I DO have a few things to note:

1. Need to buy ticket from here to KL anione noe where i can get cheap tickets???

2. It still hasn't sunk in and im not the least bit excited

3. I need to earn some MAJOR BIG BUCKS NOW

4. Im counting on the fact we'll hook up with some hot korean boys to show us around, otherwise i need to brush up on sign language... But im pretty sure korean boys speak tongue right??? HEH HEH HEH!!!

On another tangent, MY BUNNY IS SO FREEKIN GOD DAMN CUTEEEEEEEE!!! Oh yah, and i renamed him Muffin instead of Junki, cuz as much as i LOVE LOVE LOVE Lee Junki, it just wasn't sticking and i figured when i get Muffin a girlfriend, ill call her cupcake, so MUFFIN AND CUPCAKE FOREVER!!! NaWWwWWwWw!!! Anihoos i let it out in the garden for some exercise after i got home from my exam and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!! Running around histerically and trying to eat all my grandma's vegetables and doing BiNkiEs!!! (Binkies are a special rabbit jump they do when they are happy, their happy dance if you will!!! ) And then it started running circles around my feet which was the just CUTEST THING!!! I noticed he started shedding his winter fluff and it was starting from his butt, so i spent the afternoon pulling fluff out of his butt and i found it strangely effective at relieving after exams tension LOL!!! My bunny is also so cute when he sleeps!!! He looks like a baby!!! Especially when he's surrounded by all his baby toys i bought for him. Check out the pic!!! Its a bit hard to see since i took it through his cage but yah SQUINT BIATCH!!! SQUINT!!! It's worth it!!!

It's times like these...

2008-11-14T23:47:00.005+09:00

During exams, we need some things to keep us sane and human... So here are some tips to help all us students suffering under the wrath of end-of-semester exams to help us do our best... Enjoy!!! X)

We need healthy and comforting home cooked meals to maintain our enery levels... and brain cells...

Study in a place you feel confortable and that is free of distractions...

Can't figure out or understand those lectures you've missed??? Try to take a look at things from a different perspective...

If you find yourself feeling stressed, find a healthy way to release all your built up tension...

Make sure you dont miss out on too much sleep, proper rest is important...

It's going to be hard, but try not to get too distracted by loved ones...

Things might be difficult to understand, but try not to let things eat you up

So i hope everyone does well on their exams!!! AJA AJA!!! HWAITING!!! X)

procastinating... it's amazing... =P

2008-11-06T17:21:00.007+09:00

Anihoos... after hours and hours of procratination... i resolved to... MORE procrastination... god help me... X_x" but yah even if this is old news, its new to me X)... i just found out SON HO YOUNG RELEASED A NEW ALBUM!!! His second solo album - Returns *gushes*

I first saw him on X-Man, and the moment he smiled... it was love at first sight... and his dance was oh-so-sexy... *gushes even more*

Check out some schweet schweet hotness yo~!!!

ARGH!!! me want some!!!

Anihoos... better get back to my Neisseria gonorrhoeae... *sulks*

It's KUNG FU-STYLE STUDY TIME!!!

FAMOUS!!!

2008-10-12T19:11:00.009+08:00

So guys, if you happen to have bought today's issue of the Sunday Times, here's what to do:

1. Look for STM Entertainment. It should look something like this:

2. Throw the rest in the bin, make paper mache, use as toilet paper etc. Whatever floats your boat.

3. Flick through until you come across something that looks like THIS!!!

THATS MY SHOP!!! *cough* parents shop *cough* SOME REVIEWER CALLED ALICIA BRIDGES CAME AND DID A REVIEW (well... DUH) ON OUR RESTAURANT!!! YAY-YAH!!! CAFE SOMEVILLE IS TOO KOOL FOR SCHOOL MY FRIEND!!! WOOT!!! WOOT!!! And no, no money was involved or happy mushrooms put into her food hahaha...

Anihoos, I thought it was pretty funny when my grandma told me everyone who came in for lunch ordered the two items pictured in the review (gado gado and fried squid tentacles). I never knew that many people read the Sunday Times so fast either!!! So we were only rated "GOOD" for ambience and service but yah i tell you overseas i-no-undastan-yoo student waitstaff and fake flowers and plants can only get you so far =P well atleast we were rated "SUBLIME" for value (oh shut up all you stingy asians!!!) and "TOP-NOTCH" for food hehehe ASSA!!! X)

So here's to more wonton mee and fried rice *YUM SENG* hahhaha ^^v

WOOT!!! WOOT!!!

my secret

2008-10-08T11:46:00.004+08:00

of a story never meant to be...

forever to be hidden within the depths of our hearts...

[ to capture the moments i thought of you as i looked towards endless blue skies ]

the sea came forth, and everything turned to sand...

Sunken Garden, Lifted Spirits

2008-10-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

"It's our godforsaken right to be loved... loved... loved... loved... loved..."

Drifted around QEII after finalising most of the research project data Yee Yang, Emma and I have been compiling on the antimicrobial properties of honey from Australian native stingless bees *groan* not looking forward to the report im going to have to start on... LIKE NOW!!! *dies*

Anihoos... bought lunch from Viet Nosh, the kool new "fad" lunch place us super kool QEII people go to now (move over Chilliz, Pavarotti's and Jesters *butt nudge*), and headed off to the 8th floor cafeteria to eat it... Yee Yang nearly blew the whole hospital up when she placed her pie INSIDE the PIE TIN into the MICROWAVE!!! Haiz how do people live without microwaves i will never understand!!! i luv my microwave oh yes i dooo!!! *hugs microwave and drifts off to sleep by the soothing rhythmic hum of radiation*

Going off on random tangents like my lecturer Tom Riley... it's contagious! O_O" Back to my story... Met Bae Yong Jun while we were eating and scored free hot chocolate! WOO HOO!!! Then headed off to the library to "study", and bumped into Mutsa who suggested we go for a walk since we had to wait until 6pm for a seminar on Microbiology, and it was only 3ish... *COUGH COUGH* WHAT!!! i dont DO walks!!! *pats beerbelly* but somehow i managed to walk from QEII to freekin Matilda Bay *superhero pose* Haiz... felt like such a foreigner walking through campus even though its only been like 6 months... After no luck finding awesome cake down at Matilda Bay, we headed off to the Tav for some wedges with sourcream and sweetchilli YuMmmMm...

Mutsa then took us on a detour through the Sunken Garden. Me and YY had never been, nor knew where it was actually located, but WoWwWWw!!! SO PWEETY!!!!! DAMN it wouldve been an AWESOME place to hang out!!! argh!!! i've wasted my uni days!!! Anihoos you camwhore in a pretty place right? So here we go!!!

Entering the unknown...

The place was so secluded... It felt quite ethereal and serene... *sighs contently*

As if time stood still in a place like this...

A big ol' gnalry looking tree =P

Taking a moment to pretend to dip our feet

Tourist-looking photo

Love the stairs!!! so green and ancient looking X)

ehhh... lame!!! ekkeke... WAIMR!!! LOL!!!

The 3 lil monks... The perfect place to meditate and reconnect to your soul kekkeke...

PRIMARY COLOURS ROCK!!! X)

Mutsa: "This is how a REAL MAN relaxes"

YY and I: "Yeh let it all hang out" HAhAHhA

Posers!!!

Stackers from Chickentreat... the chicken lover's chicken XD

After the camwhoring session ended, we headed back to QEII for the seminar (and found out it actually started at 5:30pm!!! Hence ALL THE FOOD WAS EATEN!!! T__T *sob sob*)

What a dayYyYYyYyYyy~ *giggles*

of days gone by...

2008-10-06T16:37:00.015+08:00

Long time no post... and so... what have i been getting up to? 90% of the time... NOTHING... and the other 10%... i shall sum up quickly MONTAGE style *superhero pose* but in no particular order since my brain doesnt exactly work that way *teardrop forming on head* ^^"

1. SUPER FREEKIN AWESOMEST KTV EVER!!! with... my hoe YY, celiababy, mutsa the milkshaker, jorjor, vanvan, freddo frog and... that was it i finkz? ANIHOOS!!! REITERATING what i said!!! SUPER FREEKIN AWESOMEST KTV EVER!!! its so awesome when EVERYFREEKINONE gets into the same song dont you fink? arm waving, clapping, bopping to the beat, dancing on tables X) yeh THATS how u rock it KTV STYLE!!! Matchbox 20 - How far we've come and Usher - Love in this club FTW!!! *claps hands enthusiastically* X) AND OMFG!!! NO.1 ON PHOTOHUNT!!! YAY-YAH BAYBEH!!! dammit i have proof but its stuck on my mobile =___=" WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!! YFFCCVMJ=PURE AWESOMENESS!!!

2. Invasion of Little Caesar's in Mundaring by a 14ppl asian mob!!!

(Ordered 15 pizzas so you do the math *wink*) Well i can say my expectations were HIGH for the much famed "winner of best pizza in the world" pizzaria but sadly they were NOT MET!!! T__T YuMmYyYy... yehhh... but not OMFG-THISISBETTERTHANSEX-YUMMY *pouts*but yah i DID LOVE LOVE LOVE the dessert pizzas *drools*
MmMMmMM Mudhoney and Upsidedown baked lemon cheesecake!!! SOOO GOOD!!! Oh!!! OH!!! but i HAVE to add!!! They were SUPER nice!!! Gave us a discount of like... wats 4x14??? O_o" I GOT C's for maths in HIGHSCHOOL and no calculator within reaching distance OKAY!!!

3. I finished my secret *jumps for joy* what is it do u ask!??!?! well... UNFORTUNATELY i cant find my freeking usb cable for my mobile fone since the photo is in there so... until next time folks! X)

4. Layton's Birthday Party at MINQ (the quiet before the HURRICANE-TORNADO-TSUNAMI-INFESTED-TYPHOON-END-OF-THE-WORLD-STORM) :
The AWESOME atrium crew:

The handsome BIRTHDAY BOY - LAYTON!!!

Me and LING LING!!! you forgot your BLING BLING!!!

Sexy Jamine and me!!!

Camwhoring with the girls!!!

me and JM!!! P.S. SEE THE BELT IM WEARING!?!??! I LOST IT AT METROS!!! ANIONE FIND IT REPORT TO MY HEADQUARTERS!!! ANIONE SEE ANIONE WEAR IT BITCHSLAP THEM FOR ME AND THEN REPORT TO HEADQUARTERS!!!!!!

Me and Eugene!!!

Me and SHeldon OoOOoOOO CAROLINE!!! jkjk

Me and the Beyonce of Atrium - yah anthony got booty LOL!!!

Me and the Glamourous Zanetta!!! I SEE CLEAVAGE!!! *POINT POINT*

Pretty June and me!!!

Say ATRIUM!!! hehehe lame... =P

Me and the LOSERS!!! hehe...

Perfect depiction of how Atrium REALLY is!!! XD

Followed by ASIA cocktail (yuppp... it ALLLL goes dowwwwnnnnnnnnhillllllllllllll from here---in the 2hrs-puking-shivering-cant breathing-crying-friends call up ambulance (but not get into it)-kinda way~) =______=" follow the sequence of events---->>>

Still glamourous...

HmMmMmm... they call me pinky yo~

Redder... WOOHOO!!! 151!!! 151!!!

YEAHHHHHHHH!!! IM DRUNK BUT IM STILL AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *stumble stumble* XD

And then after a few hours... i was NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT so AWESOME @_@" *dies*

5. Marcus' Farewell from Atrium supper at Billy Lee's... I MISS MARCUS!!! *sob sob* one of the best employees i reckon!!! He did EVERYFREEKINGTHING!!! so yahhhh i spent 6 hrs making 2 cakes, one for him and one for my family (since they always complain i make stuff for my friends and never for my family, but i dont get why cuz THEY DONT EAT IT ANIWAYS!!! *frustration*) ANIHOOS, i made RED VELVET CAKE!!! since i've been wanting to make it since noelle's LAST birthday (her birthday is coming up in few weeks so yah luv it and noelle long time eh? ^^") Okay... so... it was supposed to be a MAN cake... but somehow it turned pink and looked like i cut my finger and squirted blood all over it it, but i digress...

And now u ask me WHYYYYY is it called RED velvet cake?!??!?! I say CHECK IT OUT YO *does kool pointing thingo with the indexes* na mean!??!?! X)

6. Me and Ali bum's SUPER KOOL PASTA (yah here's a tip: call him over once in a while to clean your kitchen!!! he's good!!! mwehehe~~~)Okay doesnt LOOK very awesome but IT WAS PRETTYYYYYY decent considering ali is a RETARD... I KID! I KID! he is prolly a better cook than me *shame shame* ^^"

7. Bought a whole bunch of random stuff over the net... makeup and dbsk... need i say more? lalalala~~~ ^^"

Haiz... back to now... have a couple of things on my mind of late and its driving me bonkers @_@" i wish i could just grab a magic 8 ball, shake the $#!T outta it and find out what lays beyond what i can see... i want to make the right choice... ARGHHH!!! Tell me Robert Frost!!! Which is the road less travelled by?!?!! *sigh*

Over

and

Out **

ravaged...

2008-09-15T01:15:00.007+08:00

The world is filled with so much wonder...
hauntingly beautiful...
it brings you to your knees...
flows through your heart...
like water flowing over stones in the riverbed...
binds your body...
consumes your soul...

at its mercy...

There is a house built out of stone

Wooden floors, walls and window sills

Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust

This is a place that I don’t feel alone

This is a place that I call my home

And I built a home

For you

For me

Until it disappeared

From me

From you

And now, it’s time

To live

And time

To die

I’m in the garden where we planted seeds

There is a tree as old as me

Branches were sewn by the colour of green

Ground had arose in past its knees
By the cracks of its skin I climbed to the top

I climbed the tree to see the world

When a gust of wind came to blow me down

Held on as tightly as you held on me

And I built a home

For you

For me

Until it disappeared

From you

From me

And now, it’s time

To leave

And turn...

To dust...

Twisted fate

2008-09-04T16:16:00.004+08:00

This is not the life I ever wanted. To please my selfish heart was supposed to be all that lay towards my horizons and painted by the stars in the sky. That was my fate! So WHY? WHY am I living the fate of SOMEONE ELSE? In the end, I was not so smart, I was not so beautiful, and my selfish heart has become the root of my own demise…

Swept away by one momentary loss of all my senses, the taste of lust dripping from the corner of my mouth… Its recollection still sends a feverish tremble of ecstasy down my spine. I realize now I was never the king, I was a mere slave to my own selfish desires, a fool to follow the crumbs of self indulgence and now I must repent for my sins… Its cost me my life…

My soul carries only me. My heart holds only one. Now, I must make space for two… But how is that possible when my eyes can't see past my own reflection? This must be, must be, must be, must be, must must must be a dream, an accident… Things are different now, my life is not of my own, my actions speak for two, it’s all so strange… I ran away from responsibility but its finally caught up and bitten me in the ass! I CAN’T contemplate it, I DON'T understand and I DON’T want to share!!! But doesn’t matter what I think anymore… because I am not me, I am half the person I used to be…

Welcome to the world...

Oops!!! How on earth did that picture get there?!? Its okay guys!!! Meet my REAL baby... hahaha!!! *wink*

The moment of lust was referring to the impulsive moment I handed over my money for my lil baby Jun Ki X)

*RAwR* Im fat and lazy and im not afraid to use it!!!

This naughty bunbun likes to eat my hair and my clothes!!! AhHhHHhH!!!

I cant see!!! are you food?!? *squints*

It's SUPERCALLAFREAKINAWESOME!!!

2008-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

The Judge: How do you plead?

Me: Guilty.

*insert statement of material facts by police officer here zZzZZzZz...*

The Judge: Do you have anything left to say?

Me: Uhhh... I... ehh... Ahhh... *mumbles something that could be spanish for all anyone knows*

The Judge: Monetary penalty of $250, that is all. Take a seat.

*Court orderly hands me Time to Pay sheet*

Me: *walks out of the court room, "Cant Touch This - MC Hammer" starts to play and Fel starts doing the crab dance*

So... It was a little more daunting this time round since I had to represent myself while last time the duty lawyer did it for me (didn't have to say a word), hence the total momentary loss of all understanding of the english language but... Yup!!! TODAYYYYYY I AMMMMMMM AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!!! ROCK ONNNNNNNNN!!!!!! BAHAHAHHA!!! Although I haven't exactly accomplished anything at all...

1. I thought I was going to be in deeper @#^! than I am now

2. I CAN APPLY FOR MY Ls!!! OHHHHHHH YEHHHHHHHHH BAYBEHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *thrusting motion* SUKZORZ TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO WERE FREAKING ME OUT WITH SAYING THEY WILL BAN ME FROM APPLYING FOR THEM FOR LIKE 6-12 MONTHS!!!

And so, the epic (no, not really) saga of the life that revolves around Queen Fel has finally slowed to a standstill and conviction #2 has been wrapped up with a pretty pink bow and settled this morning. God... I feel so incredibly happy and FREE!!! ~ ~ ~LaLaLaLa~ ~ ~ *starts prancing around*

After court I gleefully hop, skipped and jumped to uni for my micro lab but my awesome lab partners finished everything already O_o" 3 hour break... What to do ah? Me and Yee Yang headed off to Pavarotti's to takeaway some pasta for lunch and decided to go check out the "Best Coffee in Perth" a la Epic Espresso. Well I'm not exactly a fan of coffee but I do love my chocolate hehe...

L'angelina Hot Chocolate caught my eye...

"Belgian couverture chocolate combined with whole milk and a dash of fresh cream. Named and inspired by the famed Angelina Cafe in Paris. Quite simply, the best hot chocolate you will ever taste in your life!"

While the Belgian Couverture Hot Chocolate caught Yee Yang's...

" One part Belgian couverture, four parts textured milk and foam. Our signature chocolate is a blend of the highest quality Belgian couverture containing a high proportion of cocoa butter."

Sounds deleriously decadent no? And I must say, it really was the best hot chocolate I've ever had!!! It was so rich and smooth... MmmMmmMmm...

note: this is according to my poorly travelled and palate? What's that? standards, but hey, it made the "Best in the West" so that must count for something yah?

Apparently I heard Max Brenner's or whatever those lucky bastards in the eastern states have is super awesome so I must try that one day to compare X) Imagine chocolate mudcake made with couverture chocolate... *drool*

SEXYee Yang + pesto + hot chocolate = explosion in ur pants (time to hide before i get slapped bAhHAhAH!!!)

I CAN APPLY FOR MY L's AGAIN!!! and ur a loser too bAHhAhhaha!!! =P

Oh yah going to ECOMS ball!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!! I was thinking of something like this... but in bright red or emerald green or... Hmmmm... any suggestions? hehehe X)

Headed back to uni for a quick 45min nap in the micro lecture then back to the city again and dawdled in Northbridge in eCosway with yee yang and Van. Dude there is like the randomest stuff in that shop!!! *ridiculously enthusiastic infomercial voice* If you want something that will make your lips and nipples (YES u heard me!!!) more pink or steamboats, wheatgrass or if you just want a firmer chest, you know where to look *wink*

Started to get thirsty so we headed next door to icey ice and chilled out with a pile of magazines. Yah those asian magazines SUCK!!! WHY IS EVERYONE SO DAMN PRETTYYYYY!?!??!? *pouts* oh wells life's not fair *double pout* anihoos, head back to uni AGAIN for my compulsory forensic science crimescene practical at 6pm =_____=" and FINALLYYYYY headed back home for some couch potato time X)

Yup... *nods* Today... was a SUPERCALLAFREAKINAWESOMELY GOOD DAY... *sighs in content*

SCADOOSH!!! I used to look like two of my moms put together...

2008-07-15T23:57:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda and Get Smart today with my two little brothers and they were so excited!!!

One got into the whole panda thing while the other one... well... he got excited cuz he thought we were going to bake a cake of some kind, cuz he's retarded. Jking lah! i didn't really mean that ^^v

Anihoos...

Kung Fu Panda was awesome!!! Some people think it overrated but I did have some good laughs and found it pretty enjoyable X) If my opinion matters to anyone, I give it a 8/10!!! hehe... I only wish they made the movie a little longer, it went by WAYYY too fast. *pouts* Okies... I'm off to learn the technique of the Wu Shu Finger and next time anyone tries to eat my food... SCADOOSH!!! *grins*

Maxwell: Are you thinking what I'm thinking?

Chief: I don't know. Were you thinking, "Holy shit! Holy shit! A sword fish almost went through my head"!? If so, then yes!!!

I always loved Get Smart when I was a little kid and I remember when I used to watch the show riddled with amusement on my little tv in the afternoons *nostalgic moment* When I first found out the movie of Get Smart was coming out I was actually slightly annoyed because I didn't think the movie would be able to, in any way, live up to the testament of the series and Anne Hathaway didn't even look like Agent 99! But it just goes to show, you shouldn't judge a book by its cover. I haven't laughed that much in a movie for AGES and it was totally hilarious!!! X) I give it a 9.5/10 hehe! All I want to add is that when the movie ended, it was a sucker punch to the gonads!

In other news, I bought these cute shoes I found in target last week and thought I'd flaunt them off here ^^ Both my brothers think they are tacky tho, but I say stuff u pplz! X)

swashbuckle

2008-07-14T23:33:00.008+08:00

Sipped my strawberry daiquiri whilst enjoying the company of a couple of friends in the warm yet mysterious ambiance of the Spice Lounge yesterday night... *dramatic silence*

This was soon followed by major CAMWHORING!!! MUAhAHhAHHAhAHhA!!! *stops in tracks* oh damn... =____=" i used my new camera and i dunno how to resize photos... Lucky for you, u'll be spared from me and yee yang's face overload so just 2 for now =P

Met up with Michelle and we all hopped over to MINQ where we chatted about vegetables and blue legs and what yee yang does during chinese new year before heading home.

Today i made the BAD BAD BADDDDD decision to go shopping... *guilty look* Left with nothing and came back with TREASURE!!! ARrRRRrR me hearties!!! Yes... No more shopping for the rest of the holidays ^^"

Waiting for the guilt of buying a $189 GUESS bag (when insurance won't be covering my crash) to kick in and make me RETURN THE DAMN THING *drools* *hating* *drools* *hating* GUILT WHERE ARE YOU!?!??! =____="

ONE DAY i'll need to be a good wife for yunho and the buying of this cookbook on the food of spain will be justified!!! X)

*Meh* crappy post... brain not working =P i shall just show off my artistic camera skills mwehehe... i call this one "I was meant to be a Girl"... LaDeeDa~ X)

This one was courtesy of taraneh baronay (me and shrek were meant for each other ♥)

Blah, Blah, Blah (could'nt think of a title =P)

2008-07-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

Met up with ♪Noelle, Noelle... Noelle, Noelle... Noelle, Noelle... Noelle, Noelle♫, ♥Lisa weesa♥ , and *Ali berry* in the city today for lunch at Jaws *yum yum* and results were... *drumroll*

1st place went to Fel, with8 plates (32 bucks man!!! =P)
2nd place went to Ali, with 7 plates (yeh I know, im jut too awesome *smirks*)
3rd place went to Noello and Lisa, tying with 3 plates and a bowl of udon each =D
OMG!!! FINALLY got to try edamame!!!For those of you who don't know what they are, they are baby soybeans in the pod and I came across them in my bento phase last time ^_^v and I LIKE THEM!!! X) okay, it's not like they are something SUPER AMAZING and you're gonna fall off your chair once you pop one in your mouth, but they make a good snack and you can only love them as much as a person possibly could love a bean, but I was pleasantly surprised ^^

After lunch, we walked around aimlessly for a while and stopped to check out a group of lil kids who were getting the miming dude (see left, yeh you know him =D) to molest himself LOL and also stopped by the korean store to pick up some korean ice cream *YAY* Of course we had to camwhore first before devouring them!!! GO TEAM!!! But Ali was being a bum so no photos of him =P

Doing what we do best *wink*
Noello and Me:
Lisa and me:
After some "Where do you wanna go?", "I dunno =___=", "Where are we going guys?", "Aliiii, you decide! *pout* Be a man! Do the right ting!", "I was following you!!!", "but...I was following youuu!!!", we threw in our hats and decided to call it a day because what were we THINKING!??!?! OF COURSE Ali couldn't be a man!!! I kid, I kid ^^" I was pretty tired aniways.

Oh yeh... Speaking of camwhoring!!! Here are some pics of me new sunnies I bought the day before. $10!!! BAAAAA-gain!!! Me likeyyy! X)

Rocks in my Cotton Candy

2008-07-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

Holidays are meant to be ... ~* frivolous *~ ... You can kick off your shoes and watch tv until your brains begin leaking out of your ears, run outside and feel the grass between your toes or pick up that thing you were meant to do last holidays but somehow, it just ended up collecting dust in a corner. So far, mine has been almost the complete opposite *bangs head on table*

And the story goes...

MINE has consisted of car crashes, police, police cars, police stations, impending court cases, tennis between insurance and towing and smash repair companies and reaching into my pockets and watching dollars fly by like aeroplanes in the sky (with the constant CHA-CHING ringing in the background). Yes, I know I brought it upon myself and I deserve it! I AGREE and take FULL RESPONSIBILTY and blame NOONE but MYSELF, but come ON... with all the bad luck I've been receiving... I feel like it's been clinging on and humping my leg for FAR TOO LONG!!! *shakes leg furiously*

Anihoos... *deep breath*
End of rant

Today, I went to pay for the towing of my car and "That will be $742.39 please." *CHA-CHING* okay, that was all fine, I smiled and took it like a man *beats chest* okay, spoke too soon... because the lady then goes "You're LUCKY you... well... LUCKY you had the accident at the time you did, because next week, prices are all going up!" JEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ LADY!!! I FEEL SO FRACKING WARM AND FLUFFY INSIDE!!! I SAVED MYSELF AN EXTRA 200 BUCKS CUZ I HAD THE ACCIDENT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! IUDHG:KJBF:KJBF"FPKQHDQD"NDQNH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU SAYING IM FAT!?!??!?! okies... *deep breath*
After snuffing my frustrations with a (VERY SMALL!!! ARGH!!!) lemon meringue tart... I met up with Ali and his sis and we had dim sum at Dragon Seafood followed by bubbletea and shopping... well... them not me =P the only kind of shopping I'LL be doing is of the WINDOW kind *bang head on table* although I bought a pair of sunnies for $10, since I've been wanting a pair *insert Sir David Attenborough's voice here* since dinosaurs roamed the earth.

WHOA... After hearing David Attenborough's voice... I suddenly... *perks up* feel a whole lot better *looks around surprisingly* maybe I should catch up on some of his documentaries because I MIGHT JUST VERY WELL BE DEVELOPING HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Anihoos... *deep breath*
- End of second rant -

Surprisingly, ending the day with MOTHER FACKING HARDCORE TEKKEN BUTTON BASHING did help relieve the throbbing in MY FREEKING TEMPLES!!! Walked away with winning 80%... okay I lied... 90% of the rounds *smirks* and a FREEKING BLISTER ON MY THUMBBBBBBBBBBBB!!! And DID I JUST HEAR U SAY HANDICAP!?!??! DID U!??!?! HUH!?!??!?!??!?! PUNK!??!?! FACKING BASH U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Btw, thanks bumbumhead =P

damn... high blood pressure... going for a lie down =____________="

posing runs in the family

2008-07-07T13:54:00.005+08:00

I dont need anyone to tell me how vain I am *hert hert*
For those unfortunates who have asked to look at the fotos I have taken with my mobile... They can tell u all about MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *hert hert*
Nevertheless, I think it must run in the family *nods* I've seen the topless photos (with much regret) of one brother who uses them for his msn dp (ain't i a NICE NICE sister embaressing my own brother like that? *hert hert*) while the other one...

has got the pout, poise and attitude *snap* down *snap* like *snap* dat NA MEAN!?!??!

I shall be bringing this up when he turns 18 *smirks*

boreddddddddddddddd-nessssssss

2008-07-06T15:41:00.004+08:00

SoOoOooO BORED... man... SUX not being able to drive but i guess i brought it upon myself T__T and to think... one more year of this... *sigh* life seems so gloomy now... i never realised i was such a bad person...

ANIHOOS... i resorted to painting my nails =P
Found some maybelline indigo colour i got in the DOLLY showbag from the royal show in yr9... hrmz... 6 year old nail polish =P... but surprisingly... STILL GOOD!!! *thumbs up* X) and some... bronze with a purple tinge (i guess???) i found on my mummy' table and used some toothpicks to dot some lil hearts on and... OMG how TEDIOUS!!! ESPECIALLY when i had to do my right hand using my left @_@"

Left hand: dodgey... but im proud of the ring finger *tear* ^^"

Right hand: Still dodgey... but i give myself credit since im not left-handed X) and once again... Only the ring finger seems half decent...

So what is with the ring fingers being the only nice ones man?!?! OhHHhHH i know!!! They are reserved for Yunho oppa only *wink wink*

DRUNK too much

2008-05-18T11:28:00.004+08:00

Waking up to a beautifully glorious day, I looked out towards the baby blue that lay just past my window and I thought to myself, "Ahhh, life is good!"...

And then it hits me like a brick...

O...
M...
G...

*blink*
*blink*

O_________________________O"""""""

FIRST of all, while I was waiting for my friend to withdraw money from a Bankwest ATM some dude walked past behind me and MOLESTED MY @$$!!! And 2 police were standing a few meters away!!! See, my point is, this would’ve NEVER happened at a Westpac ATM!!! VIOLATED!!! SO VERY VIOLATED!!! Moving on…

On the contrary to what people might think, I DO remember most of what happened last night... Unless I forgot it, which is why I think I remember everything *scratches head* but NEVERTHELESS!!! IM MAINTAINING MY STANCE ON THIS!!! *shakes fist*

So... To all those who fortunate people who managed to escape witness... Last night, me went, metros, and, not good *points to the sky with much gusto and stumble, stumble* I think thats how it went pretty much... a midori and sprite, two tequila shots, one B151, a jagerbomb and a vodka fire engine later...

Seeing as it was our supervisor's birthday, I joined the Atrium crew at metros to GET OUR SUPERVISOR DRUNK!!!YEHHHHH!!! And it was funny!!! HAhAHah!!! But somehow, I managed to get drunk too... and oh man, I've never been so drunk... and NO!!! I didnt say it was your turn to laugh!!! *pouts* But WHOAAAA... I DID figure out a few things: When your drunk, crappy music doesnt exist, and neither does time, or english... 5 hours of metros speaking like how I did back in kindy, and I didnt even realise O_O" *rubs eyes* Otherwise, it was a good time to practise chinese with Michelle and Caroline who I serendipitously bumped into mwehehe~ Now wo de hua yi hen hao *proud grin*

So any other highlights I’ve missed, let me know ^^v But lets see... I remember:

me and michelle surveying the bars for hot guys to buy us drinks to no avail since we ran out of money so then we just took advantage of drunk Gideon LOL
sleeping in a threesome with Caroline and Gideon until we got told by the security guard that we weren’t allowed to O_o”
A LOT of cheek pinching *stares down David and Kenny*
Anthony getting tipsy when we were JUST getting started and then going MIA
Layton and COME ON!!!
The kool jagerbomb *ding ding ding ding ding* thing
Thang not holding his end of the deal when we agreed he would DOUBLE which ever 2 shots I took (someone’s gonna get philliped!!!)
Me and Sheldon’s 3 year old-sounding convo
Convincing Kam I was SO NOT DRUNK *stumbles off into the crowd*
My reunion with my 2nd cousin
Gav is awesome!!!
Chuong and Miguel and Gideon… carrying me back to my car parked after the first (I meant third!!! ^^”) traffic light
Michelle covering my butt with Loong’s jacket while we were walking to my car
OMG!!! Just remembered… MUST DESTROY ALL INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE OF LAST NIGHT!!! WHERE ARE THE PHOTOS MICHELLE!!??! *shakes fist*
Caroline looks sexy driving my car
UWA
MY pillow Michelle!!! >_<"
Making out with Caroline before she tucked me into bed HAhAHhahA!!! SEE!!! TOLD u MICHELLE!!! IMMMM lesbian with Caroline!!! *sticks out tongue*

Got home around 5:30 i think??? and i still manage to spontaneously wake up at 10:30 O_o"

T’was an AWESOME night and I’m now indebted to A LOT of people ^^” THANKS SOOOOO MUCH for looking after me!!! and hopefully last night was the last sighting of my black underwear EVER!!! X__x"

Much much much love ♥

moments...

2008-04-26T16:29:00.004+08:00

Have you ever noticed time slipping away from you? Those moments are rare for me... Minutes turn into hours and hours turn into days and days turn into weeks, months, years... and then I look at myself in the mirror and wonder how I could have ever been so unproductive with my time and the whole cycle begins again...

So this is a brief account of what I've been doing with my time int the recent past, productive, unproductive, in all its glory...

Thusday last week:

MY BABY IS BACK!!! FINALLY!!! BOGO SHIPPOSO!!! *smothers it in hugs and kisses* I like the feel of cold metallic black and grey leather *smirks*

Saturday last week:

FINALLY!!! a jjigae pot to call my own and my first taste of dwenjang jjigae MmMmmMmm better than i expected since dwenjang doesnt look exactly appetizing but in the end i wanted to eat it so much i ended up burning my tongue =P

Monday this week:

Shopping for caroline's bday pressie with SEXYLIA *winks* followed by korean ice cream and mashmallow fest and we should BAN shmoogoo from paint... yes we should...

Wenesday this week:

Felli got the CHOP!!! and everyone goes: "FINALLYYY!!!" kekkeke and incase you wanna ask, NOOO i did NOT cry when it got cut off and YES i DID keep my hair kekekek in fact, its on my table right now hehehe~~~

Thursday this week:

Caz and Kim's 21st SUPER AWSOME BDAY PARTYYYYY kekekke everyone was looking DAYMMMM FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE especially the bday girls themselves!!! Much love *does heart shape with the arms* my darling growing up *wipes tear from eye*

Friday this week:

Zanetta's Birthday Lunch at ROYAL on waterfront... wahhhhh wat a sexy place!!! Just as sexy as the birthday girl herself X)

Saturday (today!!!):

Felli FINALLY gets around to blogging about it all *grins*

random update

2008-03-22T13:22:00.008+09:00

So last week Mr. Alistair Lim turned 21, and although i dunt have any pictures from his party... i have other RANDOM ONES mwehehe~

THIS is his gumball machine me and yee yang oh, so carefully strapped into the car before driving to his place:

And this is from his ACTUAL birthday (his party was the day before) at karaoke! I forgot the candles for the cake at his party so...

TA DA!!! ^________^v A second chance to blow out some PROPER candles ^^"

and now its "camwhore with cake time"!

*~ Bday Boy ~*

Me and bday boy

Bae Yong Jun flew from Korea specially to wish Ali "Sengil chukhahamnida!!!" ^^

True to myself, I didnt finish Ali's birthday card on time and only yesterday did i actually FINISH and manage to give to him FINALLYYYYYY ^^" And to all those who really wanted to see how it turned out, here u go ^^

open it up and...

Close ups:

burned those hearts with a lil stick of incense and all i can say is... IT STINKS!!! O_o"

It speaks for itself:

Just had to share a GENIUS moment of mine!!! MUahAHhAha!!!
I had a 3 hour break on wenesday so I followed yee yang to her pathology lecture where i deviously decided to make it seem as though yee yang couldnt even spell the name of her own unit!!! MuHAhAHHA!!! As you can all seeeeee, that is a photo of yee yang's own note book where i wrote PATHOLOGGY in huge letters across the top and crossed out the extra G and like i was hoping, yee yang's friends sitting around her all started going "errrr... yee yang u cant spelllll..." *points at the crossed out G and gives yee yang a disappointed look and head shake* mUAhAHHAhA!!! GENIUS!!! PURE GENIUS!!! X) and equally HILARIOUS i might add! X)

And last but not least, HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!! may ur tummy be filled with chocolate eggs!!! ^____________^b

An easter basket i made for my own bunny ^^

black nails, sad eyes, slit wrists

2008-03-14T07:30:00.004+09:00

Typical me decided to start her assignment at approximately 12:30 in the morning heh... heh... heh heh... ^^" and i FINALLY finish at 6:15am heh... heh... heh heh... and seeing as im supposed to wake up in 2 hours time ANIWAYS i might as well just STAY AWAKE and do something productive! Like google dbsk lyrics and find weird stuff on ebay heh... heh... heh heh... so doo dee doo dee doo~ its almost 8 and i finally realised i should have BLOGGED!!! ALAMAK!!! *slaps forhead* someone is a BIGGGG dumdum heh... heh... heh heh... OKAY ill stop with the laugh thats not really a laugh now... heh... heh... heh heh... right now! *big cheesy grin*

So these are the ONLY fotos that dont take 50 billion years to load cuz i took them with my mobile and YES people!!! Sadly they are 90% FEL heh... heh... heh heh... oh the vanity!!! When my net decides to be nice to me, ill post up the fotos that were taken with yee yang's camera ^^ So for the people who dont know, these fotos were from yee yang's GOTH PARTY!!! on the 9th of March at Heathcote. I went as a Gothic Lolita and ME... made... COSTUME *point point* in only 4 HOURS! *proud face* well... minus the 3 hours it took me to permanent marker the roses since noone sells black roses unless ur EMO and u know where to find them =P

So in the wise words of SESAME STREET: NEAR!!!

...

FAR!!!

Yee Yang the SeXyLiCiOuS *wink*

HATE THE WORLD!!! SCREW U ALL PEOPLE!!!

SLIT my wrists now

[ Step into my 2008 ]

2008-01-06T04:13:00.000+09:00

The new year has already knocked on my door, kicked off its shoes and invited itself in without any hesitation and i say BRING IT ON BIACH!!! kekeke (oh hmmm excuse the language ^^") I've never really been able to feel the actual spirit of the new year, i've always just felt it was just like any other day, but its different this year... turning over a new leaf, laying down a new foundation... i feel it in my bones... i feel it in my heart... and it makes me want to change, to become something and to find my direction...

On new year's eve, i put on my silver glitter bowler hat and skipped off to work (well... wat can u do? =P)
- Expectations: just the usual... work... *meh*
Little did i know, what the night had installed!!! There was a live band singing all those old school songs (60s, 70s, etc.) that u dont really appreciate anymore until times like these, because in actual fact, its classics which never fail to leave even the most unsociable person toetapping to the catchy beat! ^^ Below the band was a dancefloor area which had been set up, and balloons littered the sky above us, while party hats, streamers, whistles and party poppers littered the tables below... the atmosphere was so alive, the energy of people's spirits and joy crackled through the air. Apart from apologising for not wanting to swap my super sexy silvery glitter bowler hat with the cone party hats that we gave to the guests, everything wasnt as hectic and crazy as i thought it would be, THANK GOD!!! As the time started to close onto midnight, you could feel everyone's anticipation for the new year. Watching everyone on the dancefloor, little kids dancing with each other, eldery couples dancing in each other's embrace, friends dancing in a circle busting-a-move... I think if life was a picture... this would've been it ^^ When the count down arrived, u could feel the suspense and when the second hand finally hit 12, out sprayed the champagne and the echo of laughter and cheer rattled though the building. Surrounded by overflowing happiness and warm human spirit, Ahhh!!! So this is what it's like to feel alive! I will never forget it ^^

These days, i feel like i'm running against time. I'm enjoying the race though, and although i'm starting to run out of time for myself, i feel its better this way. I can look beside myself and someone is running right along side me, and even when i've lost the energy to carry on, there's always someone next to me who will be my support until i've regained my strength. yi zhi, yi zhi, pei zhe wo. I like that feeling. The feeling of company, the feeling of not being so lonely, and the emptiness inside my heart is slowly beginning to fill again... I feel so grateful for all the people who have been running along side me, none of you will ever know just how much ^^ saranghae *does love heart shape with the arms*

With the new year has come old friends. With old friends has come a hint of nostalgia and a new beginning. I've missed all of you and thank you for finding the effort to find me when i couldnt find it in myself to look for you.

I've got a few new year's resolutions in mind, and i'll try my best to cross off all of them ^^ but for now, i can place my hands over my heart and feel the silent content its overflowing with. Im so happy and grateful, and to me, this is the best way to start off the new year.

Forseen... Unheeded...

2007-12-24T11:48:00.000+09:00

Like a premonition, it was in front of me all along… realisation has evaded me once again and the sand continues to fall through my fingers…

I touched the sky filled with rain and heavy cold wind,
and somebody's hand held me,
and I was comfortable for a little bit...
At first I wait, if time goes by again, I will know how to smile.
I erased myself, who wanted things I couldn't get...
Like people say, if this corner is bitter like poison and sweeter than a lover, yes, to me, I wanted you to be my everything...

Living… with eyes wide shut…

Whimsical...

2007-12-22T12:56:00.000+09:00

[ cast off those shackles and cut away those ropes ]

Things have happened, and I've realised that living life following every whim of my heart isn't such a bad thing and isn't as crazy as it sounds... well... to me... (other people might still think im crazy but *meh*)

I want to fly to wherever the wind takes me and take off or stay there for as long as I please. There’s no time for waiting anymore, I have to run, I can’t stay here and wait for the world to come to me. I don’t want to, and I can’t get left behind. No, not anymore. I have to see everything with my own eyes and touch it before it crumbles…

With impulse as my reasoning for everything… I wonder if this path that I’m taking will extinguish my own flame, or will it burn everyone around me? Will wanting everything lead me down the road to oblivion? Does that make me selfish? Impulse is the short road to a solution (whether it may be good or bad, right or wrong) but why do I now have so many more questions to ask?

What about responsibility? I’m scared I might get too caught up in my own whirlwind to care enough about the people around me… I want my eyes to become a little wider and to look a little further into the distance… but can I? The bruises all over my legs from walking into things say no… *sigh*
Wanting to soar into the blue vastness and having the ability to navigate through the storm clouds are two different things, but… I’ve grown stronger and I’ve gained a greater insight and understanding. I might not be able to get through them so quickly, I might bear the scars of my battles and sometimes, what I know may not be enough, but I believe I can make it. And besides, even if I don’t, it will be too late for me to realise…
I know, impulse and the absence of rationalisation has been the cause of demise for many… and it might be mine, but ill take my chances and ill be happy in every moment I can.

Even though my questions are plentiful, the one that strikes me most is…
What is life, if you’re only saving it for a rainy day?

awake.

yearning.

my feet have left the ground...

2007-12-08T10:45:00.000+09:00

I can't believe im awake even though i slept at 3 O_o" but i fink that's because my dad barges into my room at 9:30 with a piece of paper that says "pick my lil bro up from chinese school at 11:30!!!" (since last last week noone told me and he waited 2 hours and was crying and last week he waited 1 and a half hours since NOONE REMINDED ME since they all expected me to remember... BIG MISTAKE!!! incompetent lil child here!!! *points to self with BOTH HANDS*) and asks me where he should put the paper and i WAS K.Oed at the time but somehow managed to point to my forehead and he put it there, and i fell into the really light but "not really sleeping" sleep so eventualy i rolled out of bed at 10:30 and im still in disbelieve *rubs eyes* *pinches self* yeh im awake dudes!!! *gasps*

Yesterday at work i practically had to look after a section BY MY SELF *dies* I WAS SUPPOSED TO ONLY BE LOOKING AFTER 2 TABLES!!! but the supervisor sent almost everyone working in my section home at 9pm, and 2 tables turned into 15!!! WTH!!! *dies* and i was running around nonstop @_@" screw weightwatchers man!!! join atruim!!! well ill take solace in the fact that by next thursday... SOMEONE is going to be LOADED BABY!!! muAHhAHAH!!! DBSK CHIGEUM KAGO ISSUH!!! X)

I've just realised how short my days are becoming, especially since work takes up half of it! I haven't gotten round to almost ANYTHING and i can't help but feel a little unproductive... *sigh* korean has been on the backburner for a while and i haven't gone grocery shopping for AGES so that means i havent cooked anything for a long time either, not to mention that my car and room are BOTH covered with a layer of dust 1inch thick. Lecture notes are still piled up in the corner of my room and my car's 5000km service is slowly turning into a 8000km service... I know i can stand being around such imcompleteness but... do i really want to? I want to amount to something...

Well that was an easy way to waste half an hour ^^ off to pick up my lil bro from chinese schoolies so ddobozza peoples!!! X)

On the Verge of Bulimia

2007-12-07T14:27:00.000+09:00

I've FINALLY gotten round to posting about buffet night at atrium on wenesday night ^^

Started off with me starving myself the WHOLE DAY (yeh u noe, typical azn style huh? kekeke) were i almost died then when we finally got there my friend got our table 3 carrafes of lemon lime bitters for FREE *YAY* kekekke and off to the dessert section i went and i got every single dessert there!!! *acts proud* but the desserts were SO GAY!!! and to make things worse, when i worked the day after (yesterday) THEY WERE SO MUCH BETTER!!! GAYNESS!!! *bangs head on table* After saving all the desserts, went to get all the entree stuff and god i couldnt be stuffed to peel the prawns man @_@" and then shmoogoo, anthony and me all pushed in with lisa and bae yong jun when we went to get mains but everything looked so... unappetising =P Caroline came by then and she got a speeding ticket!!! *GASPS* omg i didnt noe she loved us THAT MUCH kekekke X) and shmoogoo ended up getting like 20 siew mai ahHAHhaha By the time i finished mains i was kinda full so moving on to the desserts brought me THIS CLOSE to bulimia *bleh* ate so much felt like i was going to puke (sowwies if thats too much info dudes kekeke) and i decided... i NEVER wanna go to buffet EVER AGAIN!!! okies... well... i wouldnt say NEVER ^^"

Shuffled off to (A)LURE after and i kinda like it more than MINQ kekkeke maybe cuz its brighter and not so dark and velvety ^^" but they are both really kool!!! Chilled there for a little while then anthony and his sis and her frend left and caroline couldnt come to karaoke since she had work the next day =( so that left mishi, bae yong jun, lisa, shmoogoo and me to get our own party started and we got parking right infront of gelare *YAY* ^^v but i was kinda tired and i stole shmoogoo's corner in the karaoke room muHAhAHhA was a damn good corner too X) MIAHNAE SHMOOGOO X) then we went home at around 1ish XD

Sowwies boring post today guys =P but here are some photos from the buffet ^^

Ugh! yucky dessert man!

Bae Yong Jun and Lisa Lovin' at the table *wink*

Anthony with his gangster pose kekeke ^^

Me and some innocent looking lil kiddy i saw at the buffet and i convinced him to take a photo with me yeh... pedophilia HAhaHha

Me and Caroline Camwhoring

and some more camwhoring

and some MORE cam whoring

Bae Yong Jun was kind enough to drop in from korea from his hectic schedual to dine with us X)

Shmoogooooooo

WHOA!!! talk about TWO TIMING!!!

Mishi wishi why u look so sleepy ah??? ^^

An Eventful Day...

2007-12-07T01:21:00.000+09:00

Today turned out like one of those lolliebags you get when you go to a birthday party, all full of random stuff. There's the GOOD stuff the parents buy so they dunt look TOO stingy and the SUPER CHEAP yucky stuff that they buy from red dot or something to try and save money...

Went "shopping" at Garden City with shmoogoo before I had to go to work then on the way home I was driving down jackson avenue and THIS FREEKING CAR JUST FREEKING REVERSES OUT OF ITS FREEKING DRIVEWAY!!! and i beeped LIKE FREEKING TWICE AND THEY DIDNT EVEN FREEKING HEAR ME and i was braking but too late... and BANG!!! FREEKING HELL MAN!!! ARGH!!! SO FREEKING BLIND!!! AND THEN TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, WHEN IT HIT ME, THEY FREEKING REVERSED BACK SOME FREEKING MORE!!! WHAT THE FREEKING HELL MAN!!! and then turned out to be SOME FREEKING DUMBASS INDIAN LADY WITH SOME FREEKING WEIRD HOME PHONE NUMBER so EXCUSEEEEEEE MEEEEEEE for BEING A LITTLE BITCHY WHEN I SAY I WANT UR MOBILE PHONE NUMBER AS WELL!!! and DUNT FREEKING SAY THAT THERE IS NOTHING FREEKING WRONG WITH MY FREEKING CAR which BY THE WAY, UR GONNA FREEKING PAY FOR!!! ARGH!!! FREEKING HELL MAN!!! okies... im soooooooo going to anger management class...

Then i went to work which started at 6pm and when i stepped out of my car the realisation that i WORE THE WRONG SHOES TO WORK HIT ME!!! i was wearing my silver ballerina shoes @_@""" so i changed and went to find the supervisor and he let me go ALLLLLLLL the WAY BACK HOME to change my shoes and wen i got back it was 6:50pm already @_@""" and then it turned out to be FREEKING BUSY LIKE HELL but i didnt mind kekekke made time pass by quickly and FOR ONCE i got to stay back until CLOSING TIME!!! *YAY* so i stayed until 12 and the supervisor said dont worry about when i came late and wrote down i started at 6pm on the timesheet!!! *YAYYY* And during work, some i accidentally stepped on the shoe of one of the guys who worked at atruim and and he smacked my butt!!! @_@"""

So that was the end of my eventful day... and i was going to blog about yesterday's buffet but im too tired so 2molo okies??? X)

Static

2007-12-06T02:26:00.000+09:00

Change is something I'm usually not keen on... I like the securtity of knowing that when I look back, everything is in its place. Even though I've become a DBSK fanatic, my fandom still hasn't given me the will to pull down those Nicholas Tse posters I put up so many years ago, and I wouldn't know how to eat dinner at home if i didn't eat with the same type of spoon everynight. Call me crazy but everything has its own place in my room, my life, my heart... Collecting things is easy, and it's letting go that's not so simple. I'm clinging on to all the things I know and have but what will I do when it's time for me to step up and into the real world?

Hmmm... It's amazing how washing my bed sheets turned into such philosophy... It's only that pulling up the sheets messed up all the pillows, JUST when everything shuffled around and found its place. And now that it's bed time, I've begun to feel
s l i g h t l y sentimental... *sniff* well hopefully when i wake up everything would have reshuffled back, and I'm back to my normal self kekkeke...

sand up my pants =P

2007-12-04T15:44:00.000+09:00

Yesterday i got to see shmoogoo's DOGGIES!!! XD AwWwWWw!!! SO CUTE!!! like WHITE FLUFF BALLS!!! IM IN LOVE!!! I WANNA TAKE DEM HOME!!! ARGH!!! I WANT A DOG!!! mizu was scared of me *sad face* but atleast zuki liked me XD after patting them i fink i turned into a fluff ball myself O_o" and me and shmoogoo headed off to cottesloe!!! erms... the people driving behind me must've thought i was on drugs or something cuz all they wouldve seen was my hands throwing the fluff out of the sunroof ^^"

Was kinda windy and after casing out the joint, we found somewhere to dump our stuff and shmoogoo went to swim while i was... f r o l i c k i n g (caroline's word) along the shore ^^ but then i ended up getting all wet so frolick turned into swimming, which i havent done since new year's day but the water was actually REALLY NICE!!! even though the wind was cold *YAY* Then shmoogoo went to sunbake since he's so white and all... but i fink the sun would've prolly bleached him anyways so... NOOOOOO BINGOOOOO ^^

When ur at the beach u HAVE to dig a massive hole and cover SOMEONE up so...

UGH!!! so NOT KOOL!!! i SPENT SOOO LONG trying to cover him up and he gets up like he's just woken up from bed *sigh*

My turn!!! kekeke my first time getting buried in sand O_o"

Checking out the scenery, we were confronted with 2 dudes in what appeared to be their underwear and to make matters WORSE, one or the guy's was WHITE *DIES* and the other dude's was red and somehow... those 2 running down the beach together seemed... oh i dunno... SO GAYYYYYY!!! and dunt get me started when those 2 started going swimming!!! *DIES AGAIN*

By then, the cold and wind was starting to take its toll and i was starving since i never at lunch so shmoogoo test drove my car to freo to get fish and chips (which i havent eaten since i was a lil kid) and WHAT?!?!? my car handles OKAY ONLY!??!?! *DIES for the third time* if anyone is looking for me... ill be in the corner with my hands over my ears and rocking back and forth in foetal position pretending i SO DIDNT HEAR THAT!!!
My super HAPPY fish and chips ^______^v

shmoogoo's errr... emo fish and chips...

After we went back to shmoogoo's house and i got to PLAY WITH HIS DOGGIES AGAIN!!! *YAYYYYYYYY* and this time mizu liked me!!!!!!!! *YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY* SO CUTEEEEEEEEE!!! *PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT AWAYYYYYYYYY* then we played big2 and i had the BESTEST CARDS EVER!!! *does victory dance* but then shmoogoo hell kicked me in memory @_@" ahhh wells XD To finish off a long day, o2jammed the night away until i was so tired i could've almost fell asleep on my keyboard and dribbled all over it and electrocuted myself X)

more of a kid than usual ^^

2007-12-02T13:29:00.000+09:00

YES!!! my pet miao miao's happiness meter if FINALLY FULL!!! MuAHhAhaH!!! so that means enough people have come to my blog and he has eaten enough food to be FULLY happy!!! *YAY* moving on...

Despite the weather forcast, off i went kite flying with my kite i made in year... 8 or 9 (YEH! i still had it!!! ^^v) and my jae joongie shirt (JAE JOONG LUV IS ENDLESS!!! kekeke) and maybe i should've listened to the weather man *shifty eyes* kekeke well...

Here i am all wet and cold

Poor Kim and her cute lil woof woof met up with me and shmoogoo while it was raining ^^" so she didnt stay for long but MY KITE WAS AWSOME!!!

LOOK!!! LOOK!!!

It was SO HIGH kekkeke and DONT TELL ME U CANT SEE IT!!! U HAVE TO!!! SQUINT DAMMIT SQUINT!!! its that little dot up in the sky X) *hint: its the lil dot between the tree and the blue patch of sky slightly left of centre of the photo!!! SQUINT HARDER DAMMIT!!!

So this was shmoogoo and kent trying to fly his kite

And this was ACTUALLY how high his kite flew

Some how i knew my homemade kite made from satay sticks and plastic bag would be more FAR more superior *insert evil laugh, thunder and lightning here*

Kent's FIRST time flying a kite *GASPS*

So after shmoogoo tangled me up in the kite string for the millionth time while i was STILL ACTUALLY flying the kite(see the string is still tight!), kent went home and i was left with free roam of the ENTIRE PLAYGROUND!!! MUAHhAHA!!! *rubs hands with glee*

First stop, seeing how far we could throw gumnuts into my pond, and once again, my throw was far more superior than shmoogoo's, who threw like a girl *shifty eyes* OKAY!!! THIS time i lied... it was the opposite... *hangs head in shame* and i resorted to throwing gumnuts at the ducks instead =__=" but they didnt even FLY AWAY!!! how... NOT... dramatic... i mean if IIIIIII was a duck and some annoying kid did that to me, i'd stab them!!! WHAT!?!?! dont look at me like dat!!! POLICE CANT ARREST DUCKS!!! see??? u have to use ur logiccc

Next stop, some huge thing that looked like a spider web. So of course you have to sing the spider pig song for added effect, and the top was like a hammock WHOAAA!!! i could sleep there all day! After i went on the swings where my butt was too big to fit in the swing designed for a 3 year old, so naturally when shmoogoo pushed me really high into the air i flew off and landed RIGHT ON MY @$$!!! So i finally learnt my lesson... and then i went on the other swing that was a tyre and i never felt more like a ping pong ball since shmoogoo pushed me and i was boucing off the poles and got spun around until i was super dizzy ahhahha dat was fun ^^v then went on the springy see saw thing where i bounced so much my butt hurt kekkeke and i played in the pirate ship that was full of sand but that was SO BORING!!! But I think my childhood spirit has been rekindled ^^

Then i had to go to work and i was 45 mins LATE @_@" cuz i didnt realise there was the Veronica's concert going on... ARGH had to park at belmont racecourse... SO ANNOYING!!!

i love all things DBSK!!!

2007-12-01T00:48:00.000+09:00

I've been checking outside my front door every morning since the beginning of the week... why?!?! WHY!??!?!
....
......
As they say, a picture speaks a thousand words...

MY BELOVED JAE JOONGIE!!!

and...

RISING SUN CONCERT!!!

it came with a special photo thingy thats kinda transparent...

TOOK ITS SWEET TIME GETTING TO MY DOOR!!! FINALLY got it today kekeke so... of course i had to do some last minute cam whoring with the shirt before dashing off to work X)

And the shirt goes so well with my XIAH earrings X)

Now if only i had my yunho necklace... kekekke

Moving on to other things... HAD THE BEST FOOD TODAY at WORK!!! i was STARVINGGG as usual... seeing as i dunt have time to eat dinner before i go to work and i dunt eat at at the cafeteria even tho ITS FREE *sigh* i dont want eat by myself... its just too lonely... but today was just my luck!!! *wink* We got chicken and roast beef and more chicken and lamb curry and ice cream and roast pumpkin and crab (dammit its too hard to eat so i didnt =P) and the left over breadrolls and cheesecake and chocolate cake *drools* man that was SOME FREEKING GOOD CAKE!!! so... caroline... are u HUNGRY yet??? kekekke i must say... i really luv my job X)

I thought today i was handling things better than i had been... turns out... it was just the quiet before the storm... and i was wrong... i didnt handle it at all... i was so so wrong...

OMG!!! i MADE IT!!! 6TH POST BABY!!! X)

2007-11-30T13:48:00.001+09:00

*YES!* I MADE IT!!! im so proud of myself XD i've managed to drag this blog out of the 5th post dead end ^^v *does victory dance* let's hope this doesn't spell the end for this blog's good fortune tho X) AJA! AJA HWAITING!!! (shmoogoo im SOOO going to quiz u on that word later! so palli mogo ^^v)

Hrms... havent blogged for a few days... i've forgotten what i've been up to...

On Wenesday... i got into the O2JAM groove at yee yang's house (oh god! i can feel the onset of nolifenecrosis! *screams*) then shmoogoo finished his exams so we went to celebrate, since everyone else was too busy to join *sad face* (LONER'S ARE KOOL OKAY?!?! STOP LAUGHING!!!) >_<" kekekke Parked on a really pretty street lined with those autumnal trees then viet food turned into moon cafe and they have this GIGANTIC FAKE CLOCK that was all red and emo O_o" (but kool! keke) oh yah we got busted cuz i bought a cake for shmoogoo and we were eating it and APPARENTLY its against their policy to let people eat food other than their own O_o" well MY policy is to whack that chick over the head!!! *shakes fist* (OH! SO VIOLENT FEL!!!) well... no... im not like that... REALLY *smiles sweetly* then... we went to timezone where i cant play ddr on the machines for nuts and got bubbletea at utopia and after walking up and down the same street trying to decide wat to do... we ended up going karaoke and cost only $8 for 2 hours X) *yay* jeez time went by really fast it was 12 by the time we finished O_o" then when i got home i spent the rest of the time trying to get o2jam to work on my comp but it DIDNT!!! DAMMIT!!! i was so knackered by then, i went to sleep ^^

Yesterday i FINALLY got O2JAM up and running, cuz as i suspected, yee yang didnt give me the ACTUAL GAME *evils yee yang* (JUST JOKING LAH!!! kekeke saranghae yee yang!!! ^^) so i had to dld it. O2JAMMED until i had to go to work and i got 2ND TIP TODAY muAHhaHHA $1.10!!! i got... $1.75 last time... so that brings the total to $2.85!!! WOOHOO!!! We had new supervisor today, actually he was the guy that made edmond's and my cocktail last time we all went to spice lounge and i asked him if he still remembered how to make an emond's cocktail and he DID!!! thats so KOOL!!! X) i also FINALLY got my name tag and swipey card, ROCK ON!!! When i got hope... *hangs head* O2JAMMED!!! (i hope it doesnt turn chronic O_O") then sleepy byes ^^

When i woke up today... got breakfast and then... *shifty eyes* O2JAMMED!!! ARGH!!! now that im actually BLOGGING about it i see how bad this o2jam thing SOUNDS *screams* okies NO MORE!!! *shakes head* well i think thats al folks! X) Going back to O2JA... WASH THE CLOTHES!!!

miss noelle already sad face ="(

2007-11-26T22:12:00.000+09:00

So this is my 5th post, and my last 2 blogs never made it past their 5th post, so... if i dunt blog again... *shifty eyes*

Shmoogoo woke me up 9 something in the morning =___=" So early! But somehow I managed to get ready and out of the house by 11:20 *YAY* i hope my punctuality is improving X) then we caught the bus to city and met up with sporty chick, noelle! We went to dimsum at GOLDEN CENTURY *gasps* RICH PEOPLES PLACE!!! Which I havent been to since i was like 8 ^^ me and noelle ate butterfly clam *does the clam hand action* things kekeke then we met up with caroline and bought apple strudel from corica *drools* I love bakeries! There's something about the fusion of art and food... X) then noelle had to leave *cries* HOPE U HAVE FUN NOELLE!!! I LUV U!!! *does heart shape with the arms*

Made our way to the city where we scoped out the new train terminal! Reminded me of sg kekeke and i think it made the day for all of us X) then caroline met up with long, and at first, i was only JOKING about leaving them alone but shmoogoo's hotel room darts thing and the whip thing got to me and i burst out laughing like a maniac ^^" so i think it was best i left anyways because i think caroline prolly wanted me DEAD right THERE and THEN *runs off* SOWWIES CAROLINE!!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME >_<"

So me and shmoogoo walked aimlessly around the city, and after a while, ended up in myers where i wanted to pick out the PINKEST shirt and hotest hot pants for shmoogoo, but what do i get in return!?!? "UH, CAN U LIKE NOT?" *bangs head on table* kekeke awWWw i can always try X) then somehow we ended up playing guitar hero upstairs, where shmoogoo was pro and aiks... im so noob but i want it!!! *grab grab* SO FUN! X) then we caught bus back to murdoch uni and waited at my house for bae yong jun to get back to his, so i could pick up my ddr, and shmoogoo could be reunited with his lov... i mean... friend ^^ MY DBSK BLANKET CAME TODAY!!! *YAY* SO MUCH LOVE!!!

*XIAH LUV*

*MICKY LUV*

*JAE JOONG LUV*

*YUNHO LUV* : "this pose is good for blocking wind" - OH YUNHO! ur such a big luvable dork *hUgZ* X)

*CHANG MIN LUV*

and now... *MY LUV FOR DBSK* kekeke ^^

Stayed at bae yong jun's house for a while where they were showing off their pro piano skills ^^v then went to church where today we got really yummy food and met a lot of new peoples kekeke well... *yawns* thats the end of my long day X) i had so much fun kekeke and now im sad cuz i have work 2molo X_x" i dont want to go!!! *sulks* but for DBSK... i WILL!!! *does heroic clenched fist pose* HWAITINGGG!!!

MisHi STILL looks HOTTTT in Long's Shoes

2007-11-25T15:01:00.000+09:00

Yesterday I rushed off to garbo for some last minute shopping for an outfit for mishi's party and I managed to find a black dress at dotti but it was $70 *sigh* (its okay! im working 5 days a week starting from tomorrow ^^") then got a phone call from my brother saying I was supposed to pick my other lil bro up from chinese class O_o" but the onli thing was he finished at 11:30 and it was almost 1:30!!! WTH!!! COMMUNITCATION PEOPLES!!! So by the time i picked him up he'd been waiting 2 hours and been crying *smacks other brother over the head* NICE ONE!!! THANK GOD the principle saw him else she would've locked him up inside the school!!! X__x" My poor baby... =(

Then by some miracle, i managed to find my way to ice skating *YAY* Lisa weesa, shmoogoo, bae yong jun and anthony and his bro were already there, and everything was fine until i fell... and fell again... and AGAIN!!! @_@" the last one was the HUGEST STACK EVER! i have the gigantic bruise the size of a tennis ball on my knee to prove it! Noticed some sparks flying over the ice *wink* bae yong jun was skating backwards and shmoogoo was holding his hands to make sure he didnt fall!!! EVERYONE, say it with me now!!! "AWwWwwWwW... how romantic!" kekeke @^-^@

Well i think today has been one full of miracles. The dress, driving to ice skating and now, i GOT READY by 7pm!!! *gasps* picked up sexy caroline and stopped off at bae yong jun's house for pre-drinks! and now i can vouch for the fact lisa looks hot in pj's X) dusted off the ddr again and went to pick shmoogoo up from uni and then the BDAY GIRL finally came!!! HAPPY BIFDAY MISHI WISHI!!! X)

The drinking games and poker were relatively short lived but somehow me and lisa turned out looking like splotchy red tomatoes X_x" i fink we left for metros at about 12ish and simone was driving. I think bae yong jun's bathroom and simone's car is where we've done some of our best karaoke X) FOREVERrRrrrRRrRR LOvEEEEEEEE!!!

I must say took me a LONG time (no... that WASNT a joke referring to caroline, but now that ive noticed... *grins at caroline*) to get into the clubbing mood but... hyper mishi + long's shoes = FUN! ekkeke u have to see her dance! its so cute!!! ^^ It was las vegas night or something and 3 guys did a "casino royale" dance routine and somehow me and simone ended up fighting over the guy dancing on the left AHhAhAHA now that i fink about it... he didnt look korean to me *shifty eyes* but still, hot dancing and next time, take the shirts fully off please! (now i sound dirty kekekek X_x")... they can never compete with yunho but they can always TRY ekekke

Left metros at around 4:30ish? im not sure but anyways we went to catch a taxi home but the line was HUGE!!! =__=" so to ease the pain of the wait, mishi swapped shoes with long and i swapped with caroline since we were wearing 10cm heels and we both went to get rations to sustain us for the long wait ahead kekekek mishi was so cute, she's tiny and the shoes were massive!!! Came back with 3 huge slices of pizza and chips and FINALLY got a taxi and went home @_@"

Last night... or THIS morning rather (because i can assure u by the time i got home at 5:40AM the birds were singing and the sun was beginning to rise) was OFFICIALLY the latest i've EVER stayed out @_@", and today was the latest i've woken up in a LONGGG time *grins at caroline again* almost 3pm man!!! And now im here, sitting, waiting, blogging... X)

In the wise words of Yee Yang, "what a dayyyyy" =_____="

2007-11-23T12:19:00.000+09:00

How come im always writing about the day before =___=" anihoos... so it went like this...

1. *finally wakes up at 12*

2. *gets on msn*

3. mishi wants karaoke and caroline wants beach

4. otokae? *flaps arms around* erms up to u mishi ur da boss *salutes* *scurries off to shower*

5. okies we're going to the beach kekkeke ^^

[ Where the sun meets the sea and the sand ]

Blinded by its beauty... literally... (the sun was so bright i think my eyes half cooked X__x") Played some beach volleyball ^^ yah of course i have to go on the team with cham cuz he is the only person who actually RUNS *gasps* all the rest of us just stand there waiting for the ball to come to momma X) but we had the BEST MATCH ever with 2 vs. 2! i did the koolest backward spike thingy (i 4got my volleyball vocab a LONG time ago ^^") but of course cham is always kooler kekeke and WE WON!!! muAHhahAHA!!!

What can i say? Caroline makes a hot mermaid ekkeke (i will put a pic up as soon as i can) X) Me and yee yang dug a "grave" for her and burried her up and then...

FeL: "what cup size do u want to be caroline?"

Caroline: "D" (so peoples, now u know one of caroline's deepest wishes)

Yee Yang: "okies we will make u a DOUBLE D"

FeL: "TRIPLE D"

She turned out PRETTY HOT!!! (and WELL ENDOWED) *wink* I really liked the tail that cham did ^^ he even smoothed out the sand around her, what a perfectionist kekeke i think we will get along well X) So how to pay him back with his awsome sand castling skills? BURY HIM TOO!!! I wanted to make sebastian the crab to keep caroline the mermaid company but that was abit hard, and so we decided to make a turtle (after giving him massive cleavage of COURSE) but it turned out more like a round blob because i think we were all kinda tired by then ^^" but i think carrie's bday gang did a better job than us! they spent 2hrs digging a hole 1M DEEP O_+" looked pretty kool! and i couldnt resist, i just HAD to jump in X)

I know school is over, but the word of the day is... (repeat after me) "frolick" caroline makes "getting our feet wet only" seem so much more glamourous ^^v

Got home at around 7:30ish i fink *gah* it was a tiring day and cooked dinner... yangpun BIBIMBAP! YUM! X)

(NOT bopbimbop or bipbombap! *pulls shmoogoo's and bae yong jun's ear*) I just finished making it and was going to shove the first spoonful into my mouth when *ding dong*... *opens the door* O_O" they actually came to my house! that was surprising ekkekek then... got ready and went to pick up caroline and long and off we went to the spice lounge! (my first time at a bar! *YAY*) Me and edmond got the bartender to whip up something random and even tho edmond's drink was supposed to be "manlier" than my already pink and frothy cocktail, his one turned out even MORE PINK, MORE FROTHY and MORE GIRLIER than MINE!!! So if anyone wants to try that cocktail, its called an "edmond's cocktail" and im serious about that! we made a deal with the bartender X) Then we all shuffled off to MINQ for more chit-chat, to Macca's for late night snack, to the park thingy infront of burswood to eat the macca's and shuffled off home... *sigh* In the wise words of Yee Yang, "what a dayyyyy" but i had fun so that's the only thing that matters at the end of it isn't it? ^^

Bae Yong Jun can DANCE!!! X)

2007-11-21T14:24:00.000+09:00

Bae Yong Jun and Shmoogoo looking very cosy there *wink*

So yesterday i sumhow managed to wake up by 10am even tho i stayed up til 3am continually editing my blog for shmoogoo and chuong hahaha ^^"
Dropped by coles for watermelon and cucumber and i was THIS close to buying cumcumber for $2.50 each but i decided to check sumwhere else and it was $1.45!!! AWSOME!!! XD then i found the koolest watermelon and plonked it on the counter, and the lady weighed it and said some very scary words... *clouds come rolling in and thunder crackles* she said... $16.45... *dies* WTH!?!??! ARE U SERIOUS!?!??! after i recovered from my shock and picked my chin up off the floor and bought a pre-cut QUARTER of one for like $6.50 but it looked like HALF the size of the one i wanted to buy originally *shifty eyes* SCAMMERS i TELL U!!! *shakes fist* ahhhh... the escapades grocery shopping can bring u... its crazy @_@"

So... with everything i needed... *rolls up sleeves* time to get to work huh??? And im PRO at making a good mess X)

making watermelon + grassjelly drink and tuna salad sushi rolls ^^

Almost finished with the tuna salad sushi rolls :

Well im happy with how it turned out ^^ looked like the picture from the blog i got it off X) and i even made it to karaoke on time kekeke ^^v so after some much needed karaoke off to edmond's house where we all ate yummy food that everyone made, followed by PIANO!!! all the guys were so PRO!!! but... WHY DIDNT ANYONE KNOW LEEHOM OR DBSK!!??!? *sad face* but i guess joe playing AND singing "an jing" made up for it WAHHHH *eyes gleaming* SO KOOL!!! Then came the drinking games *starts laughing* poor anthony and edmond kekeke but then again... glad it wasnt me and im sure all the other girls would second wat i just said ^^v This was followed by DDR (test out how drunk u are kekeke) and i found it funny how the guys were SO much more into it than the girls kekeke... was SO CUTE when 4 guys were playing at once (2 on the mats and 2 were practicing) kekeke and i think bae yong jun found his calling OOOoOOooO got a A in "overblast" and 56 combo!!! was so cute ahhahah luv the arm movements ^^v

So today there's not much to do, so ill just add some more random pics... ^^v

SeKsHiii YuN WuN and Me ^^

i... love... sushi??? kekeke...

MiShiii leg i DBSK-fied ^^v

sushi i made for my lil bro's lunch ^^

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So... i think this is my 3rd attempt at keeping a blog... *shifty eyes* but im DETERMINED to make it WORK this TIME!!! *heroic pose with clenched fist*

Wat can i say... i think life has been good to me right now *nods* i feel more alive than i have been in a long time ^^ meeting new people and learning new things, my heart doesnt feel so empty.

pic of SHMOOGOO!!!
On saturday, SHMOOGOO, my bowl of seafood went hyper all over msn @_@", but i found the trick to make him obey is to bribe him with SCHMAKOS!!! *dangles schmakos over shmoogoo's head* and by some miracle i had enuff energy to go to metros coming out of that convo because wen u leave the comp for 5 secs to pick up ur fone and come back to 5 pages of NEW shmoogoo spazz, u need ALOT of energy to catch up @_@" now got fetch me my newspaper shmoogoo!!! *shakes fist* kkekek my frend finally convinced me to go clubbing and im glad i did cuz turned out to be the BESTEST CLUBBING TIME I EVER HAD X) no, i didnt drink, i just met a lot of my frends, especially Chuong my ex-calc frend cuz it was his bday also (damn i shouldve shouted him a B151!!!), and they made all the difference ^^ its funni tho, i saw a lot of my work buddies from atruim and most of them... yah i say hi to them and ask them how their exams went, u noe the usual chit-chat u make wen u dont know sumone that well... but at metros wen we all saw each other... TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY! its like *eye contact*, *super grin* *pointing at each other*, then comes the huge HEYYYYY!!!! and *HUG HUG* hahahah i guess music brings us together ekkekek ^^

Sunday... i went grocery shopping and i was so happy because i found boree cha which i was really desperate for X) and at the counter the total came to $27.30 but my wallet only had $27.25 so i was fishing around in my bag for change but the lady let me off so i SAVE 5 CENTS!!! so if i save 5 CENTS here and ANOTHER 5CENTS THERE, i can go to the 10 CENT STORE!!! and i was so happy and day dreaming about dbsk i drove home only to look in my shopping bag and wonder why 2 cup noodles and a bottle of vinegar cost me $27.25!!! GREATTT! i left the OTHER bag at the counter so i had to drive all the way back to get it and the lady was smiling at me wen i walked in ekkeke then i made kimchi jeon and bulgogi which i really liked how it turned out ^^ but too bad noone was home when they were still warm and crispy *sigh*

Today... i went to 2 different grocery stores all the the name of nashi pear... and no luck... *sob sob* i really wanted to make kalbi jim... =__=" guess they are not in season animore... well... i ended up making mu kimchi (radish) ^^ which i really like atm kekeke and then i went to church with my frends and today was really special because one of my frends was the leader and another one was the chairman, and also because it was my first time i got prayed for, and im very thankful in my heart ^^

Now im looking forward to tomorrow X) which i have the feeling will be another great day life has given to me kekeke